2009

Well, it's the last day of 2009, one year had just passed in a blink of an eye. Sigh ! Many things happened throughout the year. I grew up from studying in a high school to a college.

After graduated from high school, I was in dilemma about choosing the right college and now it seems like i really did a right choice. By then, all my high school friends started their own pathway and now everyone seems very busy with their own life. I miss them so much !! While for me, I knew lot of great friends from my own college and it's so nice being with them. With them, I earn lot of experiences and together we have a great friendship.

Friends, maybe I don't get a chance to hang out with all of you. Especially my secondary school friends and Lon, Jiaying's gang. But still, I miss you all and hope to hang out more often with all of you. Keep in touch k?

Other than that, I realize family is so important. Though sometime we do argue, I still love them and cherish them always. They are the best and without them I think I'm nothing. Maybe because of my own Chinese culture, I never dare to tell my parents how much I love them. I really hope one day I can tell them bravely, just maybe someday?

My parents never let me go out to work as they worry about me always. Somehow things change. I manage to get a chance to work in a center and my job is being a teacher teaching little kids drawing. Of course, I'm new and it's the first job I ever have. Now I know that money ain't easy to earn so I'm trying to spend my money wisely. Needa' save more money for my school expenses and my own use. :P

I would like to share about some other things that I've observed and learned this year. I learned it from my friends' sharing. I believe in Karma and I know what comes around goes around. Whatever you did to someone, someday you'll get the revenge too. Maybe that's life? I have no idea but it seems pretty true to me. Please think twice whenever you make a decision. Be nice to everyone who is around you, try not to hurt them on purpose. Always let go as if you don't like him/her, don't torture his/her kind heart as it hurts a lot. You'll feel it when the revenge comes to you.

Comparisons are easily done once you have a taste of perfection - Katy Perry's song, Thinking of you. Oh well, this is true. Somehow you must know what's the feeling of being compare by the others. No one is perfect though. I believe everyone has their own nice and special personalities and should not be compare with the others. It's unfair for someone as if he/she always give the others to compare with. Please think for the one when you wanna' compare him/her. I bet it doesn't feel nice at all :(

To all my friends, no matter how hard life is, never let fear stands in the way of accomplish your goals. When I was down, someone comfort me few months ago. I know I share it before but I still want to remind all my friends about it. Life is like a boat. It's either you take control of your boat or let it drifts as the wind blows. Don't get to hard on yourself when things get bad or wrong. It's just the wind overpowering you. Everything happens for a good reason be it bad or good. A wise man would learn from it and move on avoiding making the same mistakes. It's always your choice to sail your boat or to let the wind guide you to the land that never exists. :)

Lastly, it's year end and I hope to seek for forgiveness from everyone that I offend. Sorry if I did something wrong and please forgive me. I do appreciate it a lot.

Besides, things change, people change and it doesn't mean I forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that I move on and treasure all the memories.

And you know what? I hope every while that we spend together can last forever as the best thing in 2009 is that I found you, Mikhael Kueh Jing Siang.♥

Merry Christmas (:

Merry Christmas all !

Here's a gift from my dear. Like it so much !! Thank you ^^ It's so nice and every little picture shows our happy memory.






.:: AND ::.



Dear Santa,

I know that you love kids to be nice and adorable and I think I'm one of them . :P But, I think I'll give up to wish for a DSLR. If you can let me have one of my wishes come true. Can I wish that my love will last forever? This is what I want and I know he'll always be the only one.


Thank you Santa.

Sincerely,
Lilian

Poor Lizard :(

Sometime, I need to admit that I come from a weird family. My dad and sis are weird enough in a way. =x Where can you find father scares his daughter by using lizards and insects such as cockroaches, worms and more. And where can you find a weird sister that plays with ants, lizards and even durian worms !

Oh well, you can find them in my family. My dad do all those stuffs and my sis really play them. I was at 17th mile shop last Saturday and my sis caught a lizard there. My dad knew it and he came over. Both of them get nylon strings to tie over it. =_= It's so disgusting !! I don't know what's the fun of it? I pity the lizard in a way.



The unlucky lizard. I wonder it still survives or not. x.x

Dear lizards, never come to my house or shops k? Cause maybe you'll ended like this lizard too.


Oh ya, I have to clarify. Actually both of them (dad and sis) are naughty, not so weird though. I still love them no matter how. :)

Happy 冬至节

Hi all ! Tomorrow is 冬至节 * I don't know what it's call in English =__= Sorry *

As usual, I've made tangyuans. This year is more special than the past years, know why? :) Cause it's the first time I made tangyuans for my love one. He's lucky enough as it's my first time I cooked something for someone on purpose. Anyway, I'm glad that you like it.




For him ♥



Happy 冬至节 to all my beloved friends and bloggers. :D

Seems like actually I've changed..

Memories are something that we human beings can never forget. No matter it's memorable or not, gotta admit that sometime it shows up how are you being lately. And apparently, we all know photos can be make it into memories too. Guess what I'd found out actually? It's a picture that I took 2 or 3 years passed. I was surprise when I saw it and I'm sure it gonna' be surprising for you too. Check it out ! ;)


Oh well, I know I look fat in that picture. I was around 55kg by that time. Cool huh! :P

For your info, I'm much more thinner than that for now. I cut down my weight though I don't know how I did it. @_@" For those who wanna slim down, I know you can as you see, I've made it too. So, seems like I really changed in size. xD

My skin

Something wrong with my skin recently and I went to pharmacy to get some medicines for it. The pharmacist said that my hormone imbalance so it causes my skin turn into that way. :( How sad !

Needa' apply them everyday. The smell of the shampoo ain't so nice for me. =__= The pharmacist advised me to get Johnson Baby Mild Shampoo so maybe I'll go buy someday. Or, anyone wanna' sponsor me? xPP For the other two, I have to apply them day and night and I'm kinda' lazy though. What to do? Have to guai guai apply, can't be lazy. >.<


The pills !!! The pharmacist asked me to eat them for 6 months. =______= It's name as wheat germ oil and it is use to stabilize my hormone. This bother me the most as I'm lazy and forgetful. Somehow I know how important it is, maybe I need to make it as my routine. T___T Sobs*

Oh well, I know it sounds serious. I wonder will I turn into a guy if my hormone can't be stable again? Hahaha ! Just hope everything will be fine soon.

Hang out with my family =]

We're so free after we ate our dinner so we decided to go Spring. The main reason why we're going is because we wanna buy new clothes for Christmas. Just too bad that only my little brother bought his clothes. I didn't bought any :(

This is my little brother

My sister get a coat for him and ask him try it. It's sooo cute. >.< But he's getting fatter for now and he never care about it. Whenever I told him that he should cut down his weights, he'll give me a speechless answer.

Lilian : "弟弟，你很肥啊！“
Alex : "妈妈讲我胖胖才会可爱。”
Err.. Kinda spechless. -.-

He seems kinda enjoy :)


Futhermore, I've found kid's crocs too. Damn cute ~ Here is another couple shoes.

My little brother and I ^^

Actually I'm not in a good mood by then. I was finding something but I can't get it and another reason maybe it's also because my love ones. He bruised his leg. :( * heart pain pain * Take care k? I'll be there for you whenever you need me . <3 My love one <3>

That's all for now. Night everyone. ^^

Hearts,
Lilian

04.12.2009

Who can say where we'll go,
Who can promise what will be,
But I'll stay by your side.
I'll be yours,
Together we shall always
Be as one.^^

I'm just trying to help somehow.
I know that I can be a listener but I can't be a good adviser.
I've tried so hard to get things better but now it seems that I still fail to do so.
What if I could wish upon a time?
Can I ever make things right?
I think I'll still fail to do so.
One word to describe :
I'm a failure.

I can't stop myself for feeling so depress.
:(

For you ♥

I'm not very good in expressing my feelings and I'm very sure you know it well too. I would like to thank you for being there for me. It's really hard to believe that you're there for me whenever I need you as I though I'm always alone.

Memories are something that happened and can't never change. Somehow I know that yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift, that's why it's call as PRESENT. Please forget about the past as for now, you're the one that I appreciate. Sometimes it's amazing how you can change my whole world but I can never tell you how much you mean to me as it's more than words can say.

Your motto for life is to make me smile while my motto for life is to stay by your side and be there for you always. I can't guarantee that I can do very well but I promise that I'll make sure that I will be perfect enough for you.

Dreaming of you makes my night worth while,
thinking of you makes me smile,
having you is the best thing ever,
and..
loving you is what I plan to do forever.

Delete key

As if our brain work like how computer function, I think it will be great...
I can click on the "delete key" to delete all the memories that she gave you...

Maybe I need a job for..

It's holiday and I'm just sitting in front of my laptop doing nothing. I've to admit that it's really a boring holiday. :( Can't meet my friends everyday, no assignments to rush, no need get up so early every morning and more. What kind of life is this. It's so empty and meaningless. So, I do plan for my holidays. Wish that I have the determination to get it done. x.x

1, DSLR

I want a DSLR and I'm sure that everyone knows that DSLR is expensive. I hope to own a Canon EOS 500D with 18-200 lens which costs me RM 4000 ++. It's a big amount and I really can't effort it by myself. So, what I have to do is to find a job and try to earn as much as I could.

2, beauty

My face ain't in a good condition. I can describe it as moon surface so you can easily know how bad it is. :'( I want to be "mei mei" so maybe I'll go for facial treatment. I need to make sure I get enough sleep and drink enough water to make my skin better. Erk ~~ I want to be pretty !!

3, shopping

Hiak hiak hiak ~~ I'm sure that all girls love to shop ! I'm going KL next year so I would like to save money for this too. Again like what I've mention just now, I really have to get a job. -.- Wanna buy lot of clothes, bags, shoes and more. Am I insane? xD Don't worry, I'll give myself a limit.

4, patient

Maybe this is what I really need for the coming month. Wanna know what happen on December? Come and ask me personally. Hoho~ If you treat me good enough, maybe I'll let you know. From 8 Dec - 30 Dec, kinda long eh.. >.< I hope work will help me pass my time faster so that I won't become insane when comes to the end. Haha. Awww.. Mr. Patient, I need you. T^T

5, savings

Hmmm.. For this sem, I spend around rm 500 for my materials. I didn't success in applying my loan so what I can do is try to save more money. I'm very sure that I'm gonna spend more for my study next sem. So err.. I really do need to save more money for it.

Only 5 items but they are highly cost. Duhhh.. -.- What to do? Maybe I can gain more knowledge and experience from this. Wish me the best k? Oh ya, happy holiday to all ^^

Tomorrow will be the last day for my first Semester in LimKokWing. Oh well, time flies. Don't you agree with me? :) Honestly, I'm really glad and happy to study in LimKokWing. It's not as bad as I thought.

First, I made lot of friends. They are so fun to hang out with. Besides, I've found someone who's very important to me and a soulmate among them. If you know me very well, you'll know that it's really hard to speak out my feelings. Somehow I learn how to share my thoughts though these friends such as Desmond, Natasha, Phei Sze, Derrick, Gao Wu, Kee Yuan and especially you, Mikha'el. Friends, I'm really happy that I know all of you.

Furthermore, I find that for our course, it really trains you to be more patient and time management must be good enough. I have to admit that I'm not really good in time management but I've tried my best. I'll make sure that I'll be discipline enough *hopefully I will* >.<


For assignments, I still have a lot to improve. :( This is just a beginning for me I think? Must work harder next sem. Say NO to lazy !! Here is my final drawing for my life drawing. I'm not the best and I need to improve more. Err.. Hopefully I'll get better soon.

Holiday is just around the corner and it's a great time for me to relax. Besides, I'll still work in GAC and maybe try to practice more for my drawings. :) Say "YAY" to holiday and bye bye to all my assignments. I'm free !!!!! *soon* =x Hehe..

微笑

眼泪悄悄而去，
取代着的，
是微笑。

学会释怀，
爱哭的自己，
不哭了。

欢迎你，
亲爱的微笑，
欢迎再回到我的世界。

Thanks all.. ♥

Dearly Christina ♥,

I know that you still can't get over it but you gave me encourage to go through it. I'm feeling better for now. I wish you the best, what you need is time. K? Together we put in effort to be the best. Jiayou^^

Dearly Lon and Jiaying ♥,

Thank you for supporting me so far. Thanks for the understanding and being there for me when I need help. Though we didn't hang out always for now, you two are still my besties. You two as a couple must work out together k?

Dearly Natasha ♥,

You're like a sister for me. Thanks for your huggie when I cry, it meant so much for me. Really need to admit that actions speak louder than words. Your love and caring are always there for me. Thank you very very much !

Dearly Bii ♥,

I read your blog already. Thanks for your comfort k? We never meet before but from blogging, it's really nice to know a friend like you.

Dearly Mikhael ♥,

I have to admit that you're the best of all. It's really hard to believe that you're always there for me. Though it's really hard for me to get over it, you still be there for me always. You must be proud of me k? Cause you're the only one guy who ever see me cry like hell. Furthermore, I still cried so many times in front of you. It's embarrassing but you're the one that I trust the most. Thank you !

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I really cherish all of you and *friends that I didn't mention your names too*. I'm really glad to have everyone of you. Maybe I'm still the one who lack of confident, timid, blur, naive and more but I do know how to appreciate what I have. Thanks for being there for me always. I'm fine and I'm happy with my life for now. I'm not good in telling people how much they meant to me but in my heart, all of you always will be remembered. ♥

过意不去

对自己过意不去，是因为自己把你给弄到这地步。
心中放不下，对不起自己。
我责怪的，也依然是自己。
错的人是我，胡闹的人是我。

离开我，你才知道世界还有多美好。

很清楚自己心中的感受。
对于你所做的一切，我也无话可说。
你是否会察觉说你隐隐约约显露出了你的孩子气。
我没责怪的意思，也没想要报复的意思。
夜深依然翻来覆去睡不着，
为着是自己对自己过不去。
也许你想引起我的注意力，
想告诉你，你赢了！
我彻底的输了。
那能不能就此把我给放了？
让我拿回我失去已久的自由?


我真的累了，
感觉被逼到悬崖边，
时不时将跌入谷里。

Awww my back -.-

Argghhh.. Maybe I needa admit that sometimes I'm really stupid. -.- While we're doing our assignment, Desmond showed us a video. Then guess what? It's a frightening video and I sprained my back cause of it. Kinda speechless actually. I'm so dumb. Uhh... Pain Pain ~ SOBS ='[

These few days..

Kinda busy and I have nothing to blog about. Recently, many things happened and I've learned lessons through these matters. I just figured out how naive I used to be. :( I trusted someone whole-heartedly but I never managed to gain back what I've dedicated. Regret about it but what to do? Hmmm.. I can only forget about it. So, do remember that the best person to count on is always you yourself !

For all my friends, please remember to seek for someone who really knows how to appreciate you. Now then I just realize how important it is. When someone really understands you, he'll know all your needs and he'll be there for you always. Err.. Example : If someone don't know much about DSLR, then why should that person own a DSLR?? Unless that person really mean it and really wanna learn about it. As if he just use the DSLR like a ordinary camera, then what kind of photos can that person take? Take few mins to think about it. ^^

And ah.. Recently, I'm busy about my assignments but I really enjoy myself with my gang. Love you all. <3 Hehe. Thanks for all the supports and advices. xD When our semester ends, I'll miss you all much muchie, I'm sure. =[ SOBS

One more thing !! I'm still the girl that's angelic k? Maybe I'm not so cheerful anymore but I still believe that I'm still who I am. Honestly, I'm down when I know all of you said that I've changed alot. ='( Maybe I'm cruel to him but it's for his own good naaa.

I'm not very pro in english so if you don't get what my post mean, you may leave a comment. Hiak hiak ~ xD It's late. Needa sleep now. Hearts ~ ^^

Please.. Let me go..

If you love a person but he/she doesn't love you, try to let go. Maybe you'll feel that it's so impossible to do so. Oh well, is that true? Try to step back and take a wider look of this world. It's not as worse as you think about.

What do you expect? When someone needs you but you're not there for her. How do you feel? All the way, she's the one who devotes her love and patience to you. Somehow you never realize about it.

Can you please let go? She don't want any apology from you, what she needs is freedom. What she wants to do is to find someone who really knows how to appreciate her. You're not the one so please, let go. Let her get the chance to seek for her happiness. You can only give her sadness, sorrow and pressure.

She has wings and she wants to fly. She wants to spread her wings and learn how to fly. It's all over and the feeling fades away since you're no more there for her.

Please be there for me..

Bottled up inside are the words I never said,
the feelings that I hide are the lines you never read.
However,
I never manage to hide all my feelings from you.
You know I will falter and I will cry,
so please stay by my side.
What I need is a tender smile from you,
telling me that everything will be fine.

If only

If only I'm an angel,
I can give you the best wishes.
If only I'm naive enough,
I'll still believe that world ain't full of danger.
If only you're observant,
then you'll feel my love.

If only ..
I can forget all the memories that you gave me,
then I'll still believe in love.

trust?

A friend of mine asked me, do I really speak out my mind to anyone or not. Flash back and think carefully, it seems like I really don't have a friend that I trust the most. I'm a good listener but I find that it's really hard for me to speak out all my thoughts.

Is it because of I'm hurt before or I still don't get use to it? Well, I have no idea though. :( Maybe I really need to figure out. I know there are friends for me but I'm sorry that I really don't have faith for it. Am I an autistic person? Errr.. I don't think so?

I ever trust my friend whole-heartedly before but mostly I've been betrayed. However, I still want to thank for the betrayers. Because of you, I know that how evil this world is and you let me know that I have to stay strong always.

Slowly, I'll bring back all my faith to find someone I can trust again. :)

Angels or Devils

I'm just back from teaching little kids drawing. Well ar, wanna say that. Kids can be angels or devils. @_@" Believe me ! But I'm kinda happy that I'm getting better in teaching them. Just see if the little kids listen to you or not. I really wish that all the kids around me are angels. HAHAHA !

You look charming when you smile

A friend of mine chat with me few days ago, she told me that she loves my smile, I look charming when I smile. It's the first time someone told me about it. It's really surprise when I know it. Maybe it's true? Haha. Well, friends. Be positive ! Maybe you're like me neither pretty nor cute, but when you smile, you may be special and nice. So come on ! Smile k? :D

You're unique as you're the only one in this world, NO one same like YOU. It's great to be myself, I'm sure that you'll be great to be yourself too. Hearts ~

Nervous !!!! ==

Oh man!!!
Tomorrow will be the first time in my life, teaching little kids drawing.
Awww~~
I'm so nervous about it.
Wish me the best k?
Thanks all.
Hehe. ^^
Oh ya,
I'm not going to work in Boulevard tomorrow. :D

This is what I've train in GAC. Yerr~ Kids' artwork !! Haha

Global Art

To fulfill my time, gain more experience and knowledge, now I'm having some training in Global Art. It's a center that provides kids a nice environment for art learning. Maybe you'll ask, why am I there? Well, I'm going to be a tutor there soon. Kinda shock right? xD Let me intoduce that company for all of you.

With over 10 years of hand experience, Global Art was moderated and endorsed by several prestigious Art & Design Institutions such as Lim Kok Wing. Currently, they have approximately 80,000 students in 16 countries using this creativity programme.

For now, I'm training in Kuching's branch which is located at Jalan Song. My dear friends, if you want to know information, you may ask me or have a look at their website : www.globalart.com.my.

It's another new step for me to improve myself better in art. I'm taking graphic design courses in Lim Kok Wing and when I know that the company is endorsed by Lim Kok Wing, I'm really surprise. LOL ! I love art, I love design and I'm sure I'll enjoy teaching the little kids soon. I'll give my best for it. All the best to all of you too ! ♥

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REALIZE

It has been months that I didn't write about my daily activities. Haha ! Every Thursday I'll be having my life drawing class. For our topic today, we were using canson paper and coloured it up with soft pastel colours. Well, it's really a new thing for us but from today's lesson, I really learnt a lot. :)

We started to draw since morning, some of them still manage to finish it and start to colour. Cool~ Err.. I didn't manage to finish drawing it by morning. =.="

Feeling so stress after I was back from lunch. Everyone started to colour while I was still drawing. >.< I was so nervous and stressed ! Can I put the blame on the traffic jam? :X Hiak hiak~ However, thanks lord I managed to finish it and started to colour.

When I started to colour, I feel wanna scrible the whole thing as I don't think I have enough time to finish it. Anyway, I didn't do so cause I found out actually it's very enjoy to colour. Oh ya, needa thanks Natasha for keep cheering me up, I really love you. <33

I realize that we really needa enjoy what we choose to do. Though I'm still not so good in drawing, I'll put my effort in to make it better. As, I really enjoy drawing. REMEMBER: Choose what you love, love what you choose. :D You'll always be special when you believe that you're special. ^^ Cheers, all my friends. Put effort in whatever you like.

You gave me faith~ Thanks ^^

This is the work~~ xD


It happened today..
First time in my life..
First lecturer *He's so strict* who ever praise my work..
He's mr. Kristian !!
Haha.
It's the first time that mr. Kristian likes my mindmap.
I was so happy and proud about it.
"I like this. It's creative!!"
Simple sentences but makes me fly.
He still show it to the Sept intake students.
I'm going to improve more and more.
Ush ~
I knw i can do it.


O ya, Xiongtake care in KL k?^^

I weep like a baby

I tried so hard not to break down and cry.
Somehow I still fail to do so.
How can it be in that way?
Feel so hard to take my first step to walk over it.
What can I do?
Weeping like a baby makes me feel better.

Loner : SPEAK OUT !!

Since I'm young, I don't like to be alone. Whenever I'm alone, I'll start to think about many things. It affects my mood a lot. I don't like to be emo but I can't get rid of it. Someone please tell me how! ='(

Though I always try to be perfect, I ain't a pefectionist. "Well, take it easy!" Maybe you'll cheer me up by telling me that but honestly I really can't.

Someone told me that : "When one door close, another open." Yes, this is true. But, I can't find my entrance. I've been seeking for it for so long and all the way, I'm still a loner.

Kinda sad but I have to admit that it's a fact that I can't deceive myself anymore. Wake up, there's no fairy tales in real life.

可不可以不被遗忘？

遗忘。。
被遗弃与忘掉。。
好可悲的字眼。。
而我，
真的不想被遗忘。。


为着梦想，
为这自己，
我要加油！

为自己打打气，
功课好难好多都别怕！
因为我相信自己能做得更好。。

记得要多鼓励身旁的人。：D

好久没update部落格了。
阅读着这篇文章的大家好吗？
近来我过得很充实也很快乐。
想分享近来我所学习到的。

大家都知道我选择了设计。
而不知不觉我已经上了五个星期的课。
好快哦！
总感觉我是新来的。 @@
哈哈！
班上来了几位新同学，
都是九月份的新生。
大家以后好好相处吧！
嘻嘻。

来，
分享我其中一个作品。
虽然不是很完美，
但看着自己的进步，
真的很高兴!


只能说，
画可爱的东西依然是我的强项。=x

请记得，
若要求别人做的更好，
请你自己也加把劲！
若他人的努力你没看在眼里，
那他何必为此而奋斗？
每一个人需要的是鼓励和称赞，
并非是指责和埋怨。
人一直想改进，
但在一次又一次的责怪下，
他失去了他原有的动力。
再也不知如何前进，
如何改善。
人吃软不吃硬，
这是所有人都明白的道理。

我也是需要别人的肯定，称赞，鼓励。
我所有的成就，
也是在这几个正面的方法下，
而开始有了进展，
慢慢的进步，
并找回属于我自己的自信心。

Click this to see more pictures that I have in class.
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常常埋怨爸妈，
为何小时不让我们一家学一些音乐或其他专长。
渐渐的发觉，
虽我们一家没那些才艺，
但我们有着其它家庭没有的。

从小我们就拿着螺丝和电线，
开始了我们小时的学艺。
电器，难不倒我们！！
也许这就是我们这一家的才艺吧！
哈哈~





再来，
在家中唯有我这个孩子挑战了艺术。
开始上课了，
也学习了很多很多。
家人常不明白为什么我爱画画，
因家里除了我，
没人对这方面有兴趣了。
虽然画得不是很好，
但我会慢慢加强的。
也许，
我是家中怪胎。
但我相信自己总有一天将成为让父母自豪的怪胎^^




为着我自己，
为着我这一家，
为着我身旁的人，
我都感恩。

感恩的人比较容易快乐，
感恩的人强化向心力，
感恩的人有阳光的思想。

p/s:谢谢慧的短讯。

步步随着你的方向前进，
缓缓地发觉自己却跟不上你的步伐。
加快脚步，
追寻着你。
不知不觉却遗失了自己，
慢慢慌了，累了，
与你的距离却越来越远。
毫无依靠的自己，
学习走出属于自己的风格。
开始了独立的自己。。

不想长大

抚摸一个人的头发，
通常是大人抚摸一个小孩子的头。
而在家中我是唯一的孩子，
至今妈咪依然抚摸。
特别喜欢这种感觉，
不论是妈咪的抚摸还是拥抱，
都给了我很大的感慨。

也许日子一天一天的过，
慢慢的成长当中，
遇到了很多挫折。
自己心里很明白，
曾经想过快快长大的自己，
希望自己不再长大。

UNKNOWN

Definition of unknown is not identified or ascertained.
Human being fears unknown.
Well, I think it's quite true.

My future is an unknown and I'm scare too.
Somehow,I know He'll be there for me.
He'll be the one who leads me all the way.
I trust Him as He's the God of provider.

Explain....

Someone ask me about de notes in my facebook.
Why all of them are the same as in my blog?
Lian Lian use link to link all of it.
So it appears on both website at the same time.
Not that I'm too free and type it twice. =="

What a cute thinking. xD

悔改

难道当一个人犯错时，就完全没有一个悔改的机会吗?
还是说，因着这个污点把一个人逼得无路可走了才算？

人常说，知错能改。
但，若没机会改呢？

也许这就是事实。
一张白纸染上了一些污点，
不论这么把它给修改，
依然会不到原点。

Nightmares

Innocence ruins everything.

Never know that this world is full of danger that people can never expect of.

Innocence is brilliant??

Well, I doubt that it's just a false statement.

♥海滩♥

也许对城市的生活感到有些厌倦了吧？






我好想到海滩。。

吹吹海风，
玩玩海水，
享受着那里的美景。。

Changing?

A promise,
for two of us.

No one can change,
we swear.

By then,
you're changing.

Do you sense it?
Or you don't give a damn care?

Or...
Is it that actually I'm changing too?

看透

瓶子的透明，
让人轻易地看到里面。
你锋利的眼睛，
轻易的看透了我的心。

NUMB

When there's no point to grieve,
I still try to keep my spirits up.

But somehow........

I feel nothing,
I'm numb.

加油~

剩下多几个星期，我就要到学院读书了。心里又很复杂的想法，很期待却又害怕。面对自己喜爱的科目，有着万分的喜乐，但面对着压力和别人瞧不起的眼神，我得更加努力。

害怕自己没能力，害怕这是个错误的选择。也许是我自己带给我自己的那一份压力吧！想闯出自己所想拥有的，想大声的告诉大家："我是可以的！”但自己的自信心不足。

也许这是个成长的过程吧！

挑战着自己的极限。。
挑战着自己前所未有的一切。。
挑战着面对别人对我的眼光。。

突破，
是我所想要的。。

KANASAI

Received order!!

Lian Lian feels: Happy

Therefore, Lian Lian do the order.

When done, Lian Lian inform that someone.

But someone didn't have time to take from Lian Lian.

Lian Lian wait and wait till someday!

Lian Lian remind that someone.

What news did Lian Lian receive?

Someone says: "Sorry, I don't want the order anymore."

Lian Lian feels: Erk~ Ngaiti!! How can this happened. ==

Conclusion, Lian don't feel happy because of this.

P/s: Think before you make your orders. Don't make the seller feels AWFUL!!! Thanks~

风筝

我喜爱天空，
喜欢天空的云朵，
喜欢天空的星星。

若我能选择成为一个能在天上飞的物体，
也许我会选择风筝。

风筝带给人的感觉是孤单，
有种获不得想要的自由。

对我而言，
却有另一般见解。

风筝，
它能自在的在天上飘，
遥望着远方。
再说，
它有着绳子的陪伴，
让它不至于飞到有危害的地方。
就像一个爸爸，
牵着一个小孩子。

我喜欢自由，
但依然觉得，
受到一些约束才会更美好。
无论我如何飞翔，
至少有人会在旁边牵引着我。

生活像个风筝，
挺好的。

你认为呢？^^

我爱我的家人。

不需要荣华富贵，
不需要大大的房子，
只需要一个完整的家。

偶尔闹翻天，
偶尔生气对方，
但始终是一家人。

和哥哥妹妹一同洗碗筷，
同时异口同声地唱歌。
和爸爸妈妈每个早上吃早餐，
跟爸爸妈妈说些有的没的。
和弟弟一同抢这抢那，
也一同分享爱吃的东西。

喜欢在妈妈妹妹面前办可爱，
然后听妈妈叫我别讲话，
因我所说的所装的，
妈妈总拿我没办法。
*她们也开始和我一样爱办可爱了！哈哈*

一个简单，
平凡的家，
却有我深爱的家人。

记得，
别对他人有太多的要求，
尽全力做好自己的本分，
给家人一个温馨的信息，
要学着感恩。

爱要及时做出行动，
愿大家的家庭也幸福美满。
加油哦~^^

设计

许多人问我，
我怎么选择了设计。
每当被询问，
我都笑笑着因我不知该怎么回答。

也许是因为被伤过吧？
记得在几年前，
我完成了一幅画。
其中一个朋友看见了那幅画，
她问我是谁画的。
我说是我，
而这个答案让她很质疑。
她始终不信是我画的。

唉。。
无言啊！
从此以后，
我大概都不告诉人关于我爱画画的事，
也从来不在朋友面前提关于这。

如果你看过我画画，
想告诉你，
你很幸运哦~
因为我已很久不在人面前画画了。
嘻~

这简单的画在我心血来潮的情况下画处来的。
不想炫耀，
因我没那个资格，
我依然有很多部分要改进。
只想来个分享。^^

在这，
我想感谢熊，
你几个月前所给我的启发。
也感谢玟慧，
你的鼓励我永远记得。
=]

沉默

不知从何开始，
心中有许多事，
不再告诉任何人了。。

不想告诉任何人。。

心
好累

无话可说

昨天醒来，看见电话有信息。和那位朋友通了一些信息以后，我真的感觉很不好受。

对于那件事，我真的无可奈何。很纳闷，难道我连自己的选择权也没有吗？为什么总觉得那位朋友有点点责怪我的意识？很累，对于这件事。我所能做得并不多，只能真心祝福他。

真心的，

祝福你。。。

Lian's theory =D

Never push your love ones away if they're there for you. They are angels that God specially send to you. So,be thankful and cherish them always. Don't be afraid to tell them: "I love you."


Love needs more than just romance to maintain. It's more about tolerance, patience and dedication responsibility. That's LOVE~

四个月前，被骗了。有了哭泣的感觉，也记得那时真得不知所措。心中顿时起了怒，恨不得把你给揍了一顿。

在时间慢慢的消磨，对你的怨恨开始已慢慢不见了，我已原谅了你。

往往没想到，如今你却又开始伤心了。回到了四个月前的那种情况，而不一样的是我已不是那位好人。会安慰你的好人，我学会了保护自己。

无论如何，你让我上了宝贵的一课，谢谢你。你让我知道有时太过好心不一定是好事。你的事我不过问，我只保护那位女生。

L.O.V.E

I love you, my girl. =]
It's nice to know you.
Together we'll be a happy family.
By the way,
thanks for the wishes.^^
Muacksss~
Cheers!!

心疼了。。
看见各位为爱情的坚持。。
唉。。
记得，要对自己好一些。。
别太折磨自己了。。
若是不能，请放手吧。。
太固执也是不会有幸福的。。

矛盾

坚持还是放弃，

都只在那一念之间。

开心还是伤心，
也是在于你的想法。

爱与不爱，
那是一种选择。

祝福与诅咒，
是看在如何看待整件事。

若说坚持能得到你的幸福，
那为何不坚持呢？
若说放弃能让你更加快乐，
那为何不放弃呢？

若能开心，
那为何要选择伤心呢？
若是伤心，
那为何选择这种方式折磨自己呢？

若爱一个人，
但感觉累了，那有什么意义呢？
若不爱一个人，
但那个人爱你爱得很深，那又该如何是好呢？

若是选择祝福，
你看得很开，但心里真的是祝福了吗？
若是选择诅咒，
你的心里又会好受吗？


一句话，
人真的很矛盾。。
==”

It's ok^^

Found out the truth at the last moment, but everything goes fine as you choose to give up. I don't care you know that I know or not. What I want to say is we're friends forever. K? Thanks for ever loving me. It will be a nice memory for me. You're a nice guy. You'll meet your angel. Just seek for it carefully. Jia you jia you!! Hiak~ X3

Friends forever~~~~~~~

What should I do?

I explore for the answer,
But somehow I give up at last.

How come??
When I give up to know the answer,
the fact just appear.

Should I face it?
Or I should run away from the truth?

爱上一个不该爱的人

一位朋友喜欢上了他不该喜欢上的人。曾经想过要鼓励他叫他加油，他反而让我觉得到他那正面的想法比我想象中更坚强。
“我不会伤心因为如果自己都不够坚强，要怎么变成天使照顾我所爱的女生呢？”
这句话真的让我感动了。是的，人也许很矛盾，但若是坚持不放弃，我相信他一定能得到他爱人的心。加油哦~如果追到了，一定要告诉我。记得，每个人有改变的机会，我相信她一定了解的。看到你的部落格，也许她会哭呢！哈哈~还有哦，我一定会猜出她是谁的，你等着！=）


一段不被祝福的爱情

一对情侣在母亲的反对下，慢慢的来到快放弃的路了。很感伤，为着他们两个。一直祈祷他们会有所改变，女方那里我却感觉不到一丝的希望。身为你们两个人朋友的我，真的很希望你们有所好转。不论结果如何，大家要加油！知道吗？虽我不是你的死党，你的好姐妹，但以让希望你们能长久的在一起。加油！记得，凡事有它解决的方法。顺其自然吧！我相信你很坚强的。^^

我们的友谊

人的一生，有了朋友才会显得更加精彩。在这，我深感到朋友的重要性。那天晚上，朋友们突然来到我家。虽说，是惊讶了一些但你们的出现，让我感到无比的窝心。几个月不见了，你们仍然记得我。超高兴的！

另一班朋友，我亲爱的lakia gang。我的生命也因为有你们，我才能活得那么开心。真的！！要做一辈子的朋友哦~谢谢你们，我爱你们。

亲爱的 lakia peng和大哥熊，在某个时段我还是会想起你们哦~记得照顾自己的身体阿！


生命的长短，不在我们掌握之中。而，如何活出我们的生命，是我们能控制的。不论是爱情，亲情，友情，我们都必须珍惜。那是一份我们自己才能有的，而别人是不能把他们给拿走的。比如，你总不能叫别人的姐姐做你的姐姐吧？嘻嘻。。大家，为彼此的梦想来奋斗吧！

In my life

In the corner of my memories,

there is a place which is warm.

At times laughing,

sometime crying.



Stars sparkle in the sky,

it's so shiny and so beautiful.

Sometime I wonder,

can I be the star that shines in your heart?



Round and round in looping time,

I live and come to understand things.

Round and round in looping time,

I am searching for something that means a lot for me.



Maybe someday,

I'll breakthrough and take a step to towards my dream.

But before that,

I still have to shed my tears for all the pain that I gain.



I still look up to the sky today,

it's still the same like before.

But things around me are changing,

change in all ways.



Who should I proclaim my feelings?

And till when can all of us be honest to our feelings?

No clue,

no answer.



No matter what's going on,

life still goes on,

time still running,

I need to continue my journey again.

心冷了，
痛了，
倦了。。

所付出的努力，
只是一场白费。

迷糊的自己，
把一却都搞砸了。

不想要别人怜悯，
只好自己躲在角落哭泣。

路旁所看到的景色，
是一片模糊。

原来，
眼泪早已遮盖了双眼，
一点一滴慢慢的流了下来。

这是才发现，
惟有眼泪，
了解我的心情。

眼泪苦涩的滋味，
代表着我心中的感觉。

Small business

I wonder all of you heard art of rice? I'm selling it. Can find me if you want. =) Have a look on the link to know what is it. For more info, find me. If you wanna order, find me will do k? Thanks~

link: http://profiles.friendster.com/haruhana


Take care my friends~

拥抱

好想要有个拥抱。。

从那拥抱，
感觉到。。

那份温暖，
那份鼓励，
那份贴心，
那份真诚。。

让我能坚持和勇气走下去的一个拥抱。。

我被点到了。。

1.我的大名 : 温丽娟
2.我的生日 : 2月26日
3.誰傳給你的 : 祥祥哥哥
4.說出五個好朋友 : 世杰 aka kiat，Lon, 熊大哥， 文慧, 美杨（不能再写多吗？）
5.生日想要得到什麼禮物 : 没想过哦~重要的是心意
6.近期開心的是 : 没什么哦 >.<
7.近期壓力大的是 :做仙没压力，有时有工作压力。哈哈
8.未來想做什麼: 做些自己享受的工作
9.有沒有喜歡的人 :羞羞，不告诉你
10.同學會要回去找老師嗎 : 要阿！
11.跟誰出去最幸福 : 情人
12.如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : 帮他们好回咯
13.跟情人出去最想去哪 : 旅行
14.聖誕節要做啥 : 去教堂
15.最想跟誰過聖誕節 :家人
16.有沒有起床气 : 若睡不够或没事凶凶吵我起，会有。哈哈
17.有幾個兄弟姐妹 :一个哥哥，一个妹妹，一个弟弟
18.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : untouched*本人很善变的*
19.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) : simple plan-perfect world *本人很善变的*
20.喜歡什麼顏色 : 粉红，苹果青，黑，白等等
21.上廁所會不會先沖水 :肮脏的话，会哦
22.愛不愛我 : 喜欢=）
23.喜歡男生還是女生 :== 我不是同性恋者
24.最想大聲說什麼 :eeee~
25.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 : 开了灯就敢
26.上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : 你说呢？==
27.誰很欠打 : 某人，其中一个（kai）因为一直跟我拿kelem！！
28.現在很迷什麼 : 没有哦！哈哈
29.睡相很差 : 等我发觉后，再告诉你
30.現在的時間 :3.15pm
31.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人 :不会阿！他是好人
32.體重多少 : 46kg
33.今天天氣 : 晴朗
34.你懷孕了嗎 :拜托，本人十八姑娘一朵花。哈哈！年轻的很~所以不可怀孕
35.你若中樂透最想做什么 : 给爸爸妈妈，和朋友庆祝，存起来
36.大學生一定要玩的活動 :不懂哦
37.如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色你選:白

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【點名人物】
1. 熊
2. lon
3. bii
4. cai
5. 立伟
6.美杨
7. 鸟文
8. Ninja
9. Esther
10. Ally

01-【４號認識６號嗎】：不认识
02-【１０號是男還是女】：女的
03-【 ８號的興趣是】：惨！不知道。。哈哈。。 *whatever*
04-【１號有沒有兄弟姐妹】：有啦
05-【７號姓氏】：陈
06-【１０號人緣好嗎】：超级美女，你认为呢？哈哈
07-【４號有人追嗎】：超多fans的
08-【承上，２號呢】：更多哦，haha
09-【６號喜歡的顏色是】：忘了>.<
10-【３號和１０號是朋友嗎】：不是哦
11-【８號的生日是】：不懂哦！对不起，Ninja！！
12-【５號读哪呢】：古晋
13-【你怎麼認識１０號的】: 透过朋友
14-【你跟１號的生日差幾個月】：六个月
15-【你和９號有出去玩過嗎】：当然有！
16-【你喜歡和２號聊天嗎】：喜欢啊
17-【你喜歡和３號在一起嗎】：不曾一起出哦~哈哈
18-【你覺得７號人怎樣】：哈哈，人气旺的很！
19-【你覺得９號人怎麼樣】：还好啦，不要称赞他，等下他骄傲XD
20-【你愛５號嗎】：我的立伟爸爸！你说呢？

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1.是誰傳給你這份問卷的 : 祥祥哥哥
2.你們認識多久呢 : 几个月罢了
3.你覺得他(她)對你來說很重要嗎 : 一点点咯^^我的糖糖
4.你與他(她)的關係是 : 还好
5.請問他(她)的興趣是 : 演艺
6.你覺得他(她)的個性如何 : 很好玩，但粗话蛮多的。哈哈
7.他(她)在你心目中是幾分 : 80%

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＊睡覺前第一件事 : 冲凉,包括刷牙
＊起床前第一件事 : 好好的躲在被里
＊你的偶像是 : 没有哦
＊你喜歡的季節 :这里是热带
＊你打工過嗎 : 有
＊打工次數 : 一次
＊你想去的國家 : 台湾，欧洲
＊你討厭什麼樣的個性 : 变态，骄傲，自以为是，很烦。。
＊你常哭嗎 : 超爱哭的
＊你常笑嗎 : 也很常笑，祥祥哥哥都说我爱笑了。哈哈
＊去玩時喜歡一個人去嗎 : 讨厌chin
＊是假日時你都睡到幾點 : 八点多吧
＊今天的天氣是（晴 雨 陰）: 晴
＊朋友和情人你會選擇 :两者都重要
＊機會和命運你會選擇 : 会抓住机会，但有时对命运也认了。*像我和熊*唉~
＊你很自戀嗎 : 还蛮自恋的
＊這問卷多不多 : 还好啦
＊要怎樣才能讓自己過的好一點 :知足
＊喜欢吃什么 :美食
＊喜歡吃冰嗎 : 喜欢！！我爱kelem~~
＊現在幸福嗎 : 嗯^^ 有爱我的爸爸妈妈，朋友们。我是幸福的
＊最在乎哪幾個朋友 : 跟我很好的朋友都在乎
＊房間裡最重要的東西是什麼 : 我爱的床床还有我的keroro models!!
＊最常夢到什麼 : 不懂哦
＊男人精神出軌要不要原諒他 : 不可原谅！！
＊你认为人生的意义是什么 : 活出自己，珍惜每一天
＊你知道吗？（看你们怎么回答！）: 知道你的头==
＊什么时候最讨厌我 :不会哦
＊向往出世抑或入世，向往道家抑或儒家？ :不懂什么意识，儒家
＊你喜欢吃什么蛋糕？ :fresh cream
＊请问这个游戏可以停止了吗？ :随便
＊喜欢沙丁鱼吗^^？ :还好
＊谁是你的知己？ :呵呵。。这个哦。。
＊IQ/EQ哪一个比较高？ : 不知道哦。你认为呢？
＊電腦还是手機？ : 两个都要
＊比较喜欢睡觉还是玩？ : 更朋友的话，当然是玩咯
＊Friendster 还是 Facebook ? : 两个都ok
＊What is your cellphone model? : nokia navigator 6110
＊Missing someone ? : 我在专注写这个tag
＊重色轻友吗？: 会哦！哈哈

我真的受不了

学习着遗忘，
但恶梦却又一次次的逼近。

以为忘了这一切，
更以为早已放下讨厌你的心情。

你却又再出现，
我的心更再次起了厌恶的心。

我不想讨厌任何人，
而我却又逃不了讨厌你的心情。

说过离我远远，
你并没有做到。

我依然忘不了你是如何的欺骗我，
忘不了被欺骗的感觉。

你还是用着某种方式来亲近我，
把我弄得很不舒服。

感到很不适，
感觉被人监视。

你究竟何时才愿意把我放开，
不再打扰我的生活。

还是，
你是非逼死我不可吗？

人的耐性是有限制的，
你已超越了我所能忍受的极限。

你真的很过分，
真的真的把我给逼疯了！！

Dearly PENG PENG,

Wei, you!! Haha.. All the best tomorrow k? Drink more water as the weather is hotter there. Never bully kids there!! Haha.. Life gonna be lame without you I think? *Just making you happy* XD

No matter how hard life takes, must go on and never give up! If you feel tired and fed up, remember your friends and family (include my family) in Kuching are giving you 100% support. On your msn always to let us know that you're fine there. =)

Must study hard and achieve your dreams. Always remember that our Al-mighty Lord keep an eye on you so seek for him whenever you need help. He's our provider, he's our savior, he's our heavenly father. He'll be there for you always.

Friends are always the best companions in our life. But, be more alert when you know new friends. I don't mean they are bad guys. Just be more careful. Of course, cherish your friends as well.

You have great personalities in you yourself. Keep them and use them well. It's a new starting for you to have your life in KL. A new environment, new friends, new lecturers and more. No matter how busy is your life there, never give up going to church.

"Let no man despise your youth; but be an example to those who believe, in word, in your way of life, in love, in spirit, in faith, and in purity." 1 Timothy 4:12

P/s: Will keep you in my prayer always. =] Frankly, it's nice to know that you're growing. In different place but same way that we're growing up. No more kid, you're an adult now. You have the right to like pinkie pinkie. XD Hehe..

Best regards,
Your dearly cousin,
Lian Lian~~~~^^

Life

Take a look around,
what did you see?

We're not born in a world that is perfect in everything.
Even human being has thousand types of behavior which make us feel annoy.
Sometime I wonder,
is it great if we're living in a flawless world?
Well, it sure will be nice if we have one,
but unfortunately, we don't have that kind of world.

No one can blame what's going on,
there's no one can comment on people's life too.
Live someone life if you really want to judge that person.
You're ain't him so don't judge people from what you know.

Stay cool,
everyone has their right to choose how to live their life.

You may advise that someone,
but not ruin what people wan,
as long that person isn't doing anything that is against law.

Think of it,
discover it..

It's your life,
live it in a way that makes you happy.

Thanks for being there for me

"Smile, it's the way how you look charming."
It's a simple sentence that comfort me.
An encouragement which makes me feel better,
it's from you.

Stand right in front of you,
you ask me to look into your eyes.
It's amazing,
for how you can keep my eyes locked on yours.

"Take my hand and hold it tight,
you won't be lost even if you're blind.
As I'll be there for you,
lead you to the place where you wanna be."

Your words touch my heart,
You smile ensure my everything.
I know every step I take will be fine for me
cause I know you'll hold me if I fall.

第一篇

男生版

“风迎面而吹，树与草也随着风吹，发出了微微的吵杂声，仿佛在鼓舞着我，叫我别放弃。在远方的你还好吗？回忆起当初，你我就坐在这，享受着美景。你每一次都吵着要坐在我的左边，为的是不想被太阳晒。有没有什么东西会让你想起这些回忆呢？”

女生版

“一个人走着走着，脚踢着小石子。突然看见你在那痴痴的望着远方。目不转眼地看着，在想东西吗？你的眼神好迷人哦。这里的景色真的很美。我想你已经早已发现它的美了吧？时间不早了，有事要做，希望以后依然能遇见你。”

Speak out loud!!

Friends, sorry. Kinda lazy to blog nowadays cause too many things happened. Well, maybe that's life. I'm who I wanna be, I live my life in the way I wanna live. I don't live for my past, I live for today and my future.=) It's me, Lian!! Never change~

My dearly friends, everyone face problems. BUT, never let these matters change you. Frankly, some of you change. Please!! Stay strong, I'm your SOS if you need help. ^^

Best regards,
Lian

5 technology

几番共寒窗，
我真的真的忘不了你们。
美好的回忆，
都是因着有你们的存在。

各自飞翔的你们，
都过得好吗？

在某个角落的你们，
夜深时，
有没有想到我呢？

我很想很想你们。
一起读书，
一起闹，
一起玩，
一起拼学业。

这些都是很美好的回忆，
你们不会忘了我吧？

天气近来很热，
大家要多喝水哦！
有空，
大家一起出来喝茶吧！

我爱你们，
我亲爱的朋友们。

有空记得要想想我哦~^^

Attention

Friends, not all passages are mentioning how I feel. Some of them are just a posts or something that I try to express out how a person's feeling. I'll label it out whether it's my feeling or not. So, please check it out before giving me comment. Of course, I still thank for all the comments.=] Thanks!

Cheers,
Lian..

可恶的缘分

你和我，好无缘。到了最后一秒，我们依然战胜不了它。在车里，我已求了它让我有最后见你的机会，但它始终不给于我。真的感到好无奈！

既然那么无缘，我只好在这献上我的祝福。首先，我想谢谢你激怒了我以华语来写文章因为我从当中真的学了很多。我不是香蕉妹了哦！所以此文章，我以华语来写。谢谢你一直以来对我的支持，更在我无助时，给我献上最大的帮助。我知道你比我更会照顾自己，所以我很放心。
一直没机会告诉你，若有一天，你感觉说没人会想起你,我想告诉你，你在我心里已有了地位，你是不会被遗忘的。我感谢上帝，因为我知道你是神赐予我的一份祝福。虽然，我俩身隔千山万水万重山，我依然在这祝福你。与你认识了那么多年，我真的忘不了你。勿忘他日我们会相遇。你是我永远的熊大哥！！=)

当然，我想告诉熊的朋友们，谢谢你们昨晚那么极力的帮我争取最后一次和熊说再见的机会。我不知你们会不会看到这文章，但我真的很感谢你们。昨晚情绪激动，难以说出口。熊，你很幸运有这班朋友，我超级羡慕的。哈哈！谢谢大家~~我爱你们!!

Questioning..

The tears,
gushing from my eyes,
they're so easy to wipe off onto my sleeve,
but how do I erase the stain from my heart?

The pain,
can hardly explain by words,
it hurts and I tried to cover it by using laughter,
but how come I can't cover it flawlessly?

The faith,
that I should have in you,
is shaking and slowly it fades away,
I tried to get it back but how?

My short black hair *cacat passage* >.<

Hair, it means something to all of us.
Having a suit hairstyle is important.
Do you agree with me?=D

Well, I have a haircut few days ago.
Say goodbye to my long hair,
let's welcome my new short hairstyle.XD

Actually, I'm regret for cutting it off.
Somehow I feel that it's a new style for me.
At least, I try it.

What I'm scare about is my scar on my neck.
It's ugly so my long hair used to cover it up always.
Now, I just show it out to my friends.

In my heart,
there's lot of scars that I don't dare to let people know.
I think it's time to let it go.

There's scars in my heart,
but I still be who I wanna be.
No more hiding or acting.=D

Here I am

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again,
skinned knees are easier to fix than broken heart.
It's hard to heal a broken heart,
when someone hurts you and try to cheat you.

When we're kids,
we link out little fingers for promises.
We share all our candies with our friends.
We play together in the playground,
having fun with all our friends.
Though we're angry with friends,
but it won't last long.

I wonder why when we grow up,
things become complicated.
Not all friends beside us are kind-hearted,
they might cheat you and you never realise it.
Wearing a mask,
deceive someone that trust you,
is that fun?

Though I'm not a kid anymore,
I live my life just like a kid.
I try my best to treat everyone around me,
be sincere, be nice, be adorable.
I don't mind that people say that I'm naive,
cause I know I'm trusting and my heart is open.
I'll never hide myself,
as I'm here to find who I am.

I'll still stumble and fall,
by then I'll get up after recovering.
I know that someday,
my sincere will touch someone's heart.
Then that will be the day,
I have a friend who treat me sincerely too.

究竟怎么了？

你究竟怎么了？
你答应过我，
你会改变的？
你有改变，
你变得更糟！

这一切的演变，
这一串串的骗局，
是为了我，
量身订做的吗？

若你说，
我没良心，
我想告诉你，
你让我不晓得什么是良心了。

一段好好的友谊，
就这样没了。
心疼了，
真的疼了。

心灰意冷，
这是能解说我现在的心情。

爱情

在这和大家请安！嘻嘻~

近来好吗？突然发觉，四周的朋友并不是我想象的那么顺利。想发表，我个人意见！希望对大家有用！！

“帅哥美女是不是每个都不是好的？”

请原谅我如此说。这是因为发觉多数的帅哥美女好像并不是童话故事里的公子公主。

被爱情伤了，心除了痛还是痛！在读文章的你，是否也如此呢？

现在的你，被爱情伤了。想忘了过去，从新再来。你是否是会找另一个女生，试着取代她在你心中的位置呢？
若是，我奉劝你，还是算了吧！！你是在作个选择，那并不是你心甘情愿爱上的！一天，你妈妈要求你选着吃一些有营养的食物，你听了她的选择，你选了其中一种。另一天，你吃了你最爱的食物。在这两种情况下，请问你在哪个情况下会显得更加幸福呢？肯定是第二的吧！爱情也是如此。做个选着和心甘情愿的，是有分别的。

爱情，我们要学会顺其自然。忘了一个人，同样是要顺其自然的。心依然思念着她，不必感到悲哀或感伤。这证明了你至少还有感情可以想念，你有了一段不是每个人能经历到的感觉。人怎么有丰富的感情来写故事，写诗，写歌词等等，我觉着这些都是经历过的吧！所以说，有人让你思念，一定是坏事吗？那，对一个人的思念如何停止呢？那就有时间来决定吧！感情并不是人能完全掌握的。怎么说呢？现在，我叫你不要想一只小猫有着猪的鼻子。试问，你现在脑海里想到的是什么？肯定是只小猫有着猪的鼻子吧！

“学会放下，也是一种幸福。”我很喜欢这一句话。是的，人坚持要一种东西，是很值得鼓励的。但若说，放下了，那也不见得是个坏事。至少，你放下一个思念的负担，可以再次有段新的感情。

人的一生有太多太多的东西可以学习。我不是一个爱情专家，我也一样再学习成长。大家一起加油吧！！

Illusion

Dark in the night,
the moon shines brightly in the sky.
the gleamy stars twinkle in the sky.

While the wind blows,
the water illuminate like an unsteady mirror,
the trees waving like saying goodbye to their love ones.

Isn't it beautiful?
Isn't it lovely?
If we walk together in each others hand.

Staring at the scene like this.
I'm afraid,
it's just an illusion of mine.

Willing to be deceived,
deceived by such a beautiful illusion.

含羞草

轻轻的抚摸，
含羞草慢慢的合起来。
远远望着它，
含羞草又缓缓地敞开。

含羞草并非是因着害羞，
而是为了自我保护。
我也学会了防备着自己，
就犹如含羞草一样。

每个人的心中，
都有了一个界限。
你的所作所为，
已超越了我界限。

为了保护我自己，
我选择安静的回避。
与你的距离越远，
更显得我越是安全。

若你问我为什么，
请原谅我不答你的问题。
就好比说，
你问含羞草原因，
它依然静静的合上叶子。

人是怎么了解含羞草?
是慢慢的研究出来的。
这么说，
你大约知道该怎么做了吧！

这就是我，
朋友就是朋友。
疯狂的你，
请别有了太过份的行为。

心里的感触

近来，大家好吗？？记得要照顾健康哦。。

我的假妈咪（阿杰）在星期六不知怎么了。我们去pc fair。一开始还好好的，还吓我。=.=" 过后，我们看完后，走到停车场。突然，他整个人跌倒，整个人抽筋，难以呼吸。我和朋友们一开始以为他闹着玩，感觉上还做得很真（因为他整个人倒在地上，翻 白眼）@@ 但后来发觉不对后，我请那里工作人员帮我们开路，我们把他再到医院去。幸好来得及！！

他人现在仍在医院检查着，因医生找不出原因。好希望他能早日康复啊！

而我呢，不知怎么搞的！身体近来有些状况。医生说过我荷尔蒙有问题，叫我吃一种补药。那药需要吃半年到一年，但我每次吃一个月就没吃了。第一是因为懒惰拿药，第 二是不想麻烦爸爸妈妈，第三，不想花拿钱，第四是懒惰吃药。>.<" 不过现在有乖乖开始吃药了。老哥帮我买了药，所以我还死不了。XD 但我觉得，懂得我病情的只有我妈妈吧！

心中有种感触，更意识到身体健康的重要性。所以我亲爱的亲戚朋友们啊！！请多喝水，吃多水果，多做运动，早睡些，还有很多很多。不想那么罗嗦了。哈哈！！

平安~~^^v

Dear meme(Kiat)

Meme, you must add oil o!! Don't let the sickness let you down. Your daughter give you 100% support. Don't you know that day at pc fair, you scare me?? You just joke around and suddenly you faint. I'm worry for you and I almost cry by that time. Not only me worry, daddy(Lon), Cai, Ah gong(Ah suai) and daughter(Ninja) are worry too. Please be fine k? I still want you bring me go buy sweet sweet, dress dress and kelem. So please be strong! Take o.. =)

Sincerely,
Your cutie lil daughter,
lian^^

小鸟..

仰望着天空,
眺望着远处,
展开翅膀,
四处飞翔.

以快乐的心情起飞,
想飞到天涯海角,
到处遨游.

一切都妥当了,
却在最后一刻,
茫然地发现,
我真的能飞吗?

原来,
我不是鸟儿,
不能在云彩中,
遨游飞翔......

有话想说

三月份终于过了,
谢谢大家对我华语文章的支持.

我要声明,
那些文章是我写的.

若不是,
我一定会注明的!!

对我有点信心嘛!
哈哈..

变了。。

与你的友谊。。变了！！
就从那天起。。彻底变了！

你说你已改变了自己，
但我还没。
我无法接受，
很难接受。

而那种感觉，
好难说明白。

真的!
haoxiang

累

很累。。
身心都累。。
很困，很疲倦。。

家有喜事！

我家咪咪经过几个星期后的领养，渐渐变成一只调皮的小猫了。
比起它一开始到我们家，差得太多了。
他开始会攻击人，很可爱的是它是站着攻击，不然就跳跳跳！
笨笨的~哈哈！但超可爱的。
爸爸妈妈口头上，虽说不要养猫好，但事实上大家都很在乎它。
我爸爸更经常把它玩得开怀大笑。
今天我们第一次把它放出来，不把它关在笼里。
深怕它会走掉的我，整天都挂念着它！
我们全家回来第一件事，就是看咪咪还在吗。
幸好它在呢！
它已成了我们家的一分子了。
嘻嘻~

呵呵。。不知该笑吗。。XD

我的一位朋友从韩国来马，为的是学好英文。"感觉上，他选错地方了“
哈哈！
无论如何，他在我国度过了很美好的日子。
如今他回到韩国了。
与他交谈了几次，发觉他把我们常用的”lo“，”啦“，等等我们马来西亚常用的字眼给带回去了。
更学会了用kanasai来跟我解说那里的天气。

真是。。
哭笑不得啊！！
o.O

蝴蝶花

在古希腊神话传说中，宙斯爱上了伊拉科斯的公主伊俄，却被赫拉知道。为避免赫拉迫害伊俄，宙斯将她变成一头白牛，于是，伊俄整日哀鸣垂泪。宙斯担心她哭瞎 了眼，将来恢复人身后美中不足，便命令大地长出对牛而言好看又好吃的蝴蝶花，只要伊俄哭累了，低头看见蝴蝶花向她扮鬼脸，便忍不住笑了，美丽的蝴蝶花便带 给伊俄无限的安慰。
　　从此，蝴蝶花便成了安慰的象征，它能抚慰失去爱人的心。

好美的传说啊！

就是这样了。。

经过了很多的挣扎，很多的忧虑，
总算找到了方向。
既然有了，
打死我也不放了。（谢谢熊！！！）

自小我不就有了这个天分吗？
画画！
虽然我并不是很厉害，
但我觉得我有这方面的天分。

打从幼稚园，
我开始与画画有些接触了。
只是随着年龄，
开始慢慢没有练习。

找到了方向，
就往那方向跑吧！！
未来是如何，
我不晓得。。

但我相信我能打片自己的天下。
虽这说起来，
有些天真。
可是就是天真才有着别人没有的想象力吧！

忘记背后，
努力面前，
向着标杆，
往前跑！=）

我们的故事3--友情

心中某个角落有着你的存在。
这个位置，始终还在，从来不变。
但你试着找着钥匙，进入那禁区内。
直到如今，没人能够侵入，更包括了你。

属于你的位置，是有着“朋友”名称的。
而你的不一样，是因着你的经历，你的坚强，你的体谅，还有很多很多。
请你保留我们那不变的友情。
别让另外一种称为“爱情”的，来破坏我们的友情。

请原谅我，若我所做的，所想的，都得罪了你。
我所做的决定，是为了你我的好。
如你所知，我们并不适合。
再加上我们还年轻，何必捆绑在一起呢？

我选择的是，成为一只鸟，有着自己的翅膀，
到处遨游飞翔，寻着属于我的未来。
而你，也加油好吗？
别让眼前的事物把你弄得绝望，要晓得自己人生的目标。

与你的相逢相识，我深感庆幸。
相信你会看见我这篇文章。
这些是我说不出的话，
只能以文字来表达我的感想。

谢谢你，
那属于你的位子永远是不会变。
而我们的故事也将会随着缘分进行，
而在这也是我们的结局。


。。。。结局。。。。

加油，丽娟！！

有人投诉我的文章近来有英文文章。
好吧！！
剩下这几天我用华语写吧！
甘愿了吗，Cindy？
糟了！
不小心报出你的名。
哈哈。。

Specially for you

It's a long journey,
I don't know where I suppose to be.
All along I bring my charming smile with me,
to find the pieces of memories that I've lost.

"Save your tears, promise me."
I listen to your words and I try not to cry.
But you know I will falter and I will cry,
So please stay by my side.

Please take me by the hand.
Stand by me in my hour of need,
chase away my doubts and fears,
wipe the tears from off my face.

Please be constant as the stars above,
cradle me in your arms every night.
Shine me with your love,
and together we'll make our dreams come true.

I've found the place where my heart belongs,
it's all written in my heart.
Someday I'll prove you,
All I need is you..

迷失的羊

站在十字路口，
我感到很彷徨，
更感到很无助。

我的去向究竟是在何方？
我的未来会是光明的吗？
我的决定到底是对的吗？

我一概不晓。。

我完全失去了方向，
遗失了我的指南针。

跌入了深谷里，
陷入阵阵恐惧，
步入黑暗世界。

我的牧羊人呀！
你在哪里呢？
请把我领回家，
好让我晓得该如何走我的未来。
好吗？

亲爱的^^

亲爱的你：

自从遇上了你，
不知为什么，

在不知不觉当中，
我竟让爱上了你。

你有着微微胖的身材，
但你却比别人可爱。

你十分的活泼，
也十分的有趣。

没人知道，
你下一个举动会是什么。

你平易近人，
更爱护那些比你小和弱的。

你有太多太多的好，
有着太多太多很棒的地方。

让我更想亲近你，陪伴着你。


















噢，亲爱的皮卡丘~

P/s: 亲爱的朋友们，你被骗了吗？？？ 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！

加油

累了，就休息吧！



因。。。




休息，是为了走更长远的路。



大家加油！！！

p/s:
剩-12天需要写华文文章。=.=

I'm alright

No one knows what I feel as I never say out how I feel.
I'm sorry for my stubborn and I insist to be the way I am.
Cry never settle problems so don't ever ask me to cry.
Weep like a baby doesn't make things right.
I choose to keep silent, stay calm and observe things myself.
It's nice to have friends like all of you who are so concern about me.

Bottled up inside are the words I never said.
The feelings that I hide are the lines you never read.
I'll never frown, even when I'm sad,
because I know there's someone who is falling in love with my smile.

All problems have their ways to settle.
What I have to do is seek for the answer and do the right choice.
There's no U-turn for me.
I always stay strong to face my problems.
My courage did not drain away.
I'm alright and I'll move on with a lion-heart,
as there's nothing that I have to afraid off.

蝴蝶

一只蝴蝶，
有的是漂亮的翅膀。
飞舞在草丛中，
它是那么的美。
伸手想把它给抓到以自己一起生活，
却又是永远也不可能的。。

难道爱也是如此吗？

流星

当一颗心和地球的臭气层摩擦时，
所形成出来的是一颗流星。
而流星很美
但它的美只不过是那么的短暂。
与你的那份爱，
就犹如流星。
是那么的美，
却又是无法维系到永远。

让我静静

近来，心情不是真的很好。虽有朋友的安慰，但不知怎么搞的，那不愉快的心情依然存在。
并非是我讲不听，而是那并不是我的选择。
人生下来，一定要会赚钱才了不起吗？
我有了我的选择！虽赚不了很多钱，但我相信已足够了。
我不想跑赚钱路线。
不想过与你们相同的生活。
根本就不想做什么生意嘛！
我要读书！读我想要读得科目！！！

累了！真的累了！！
我对未来完全没了目标，没了动力。
将自己比在一个属于自己的世界，我不想被人吵。
我要的是。。。
一个人静一静！！

<3

我把你的所有回忆，埋在心里最深的地方。
经过雨水的浇灌和太阳的普照，
竟然慢慢长出了思念。。。

不知道

夜已深，夜已静，
我却无法入梦。
在床上翻来覆去，
感到困了却无法入眠。
好累。。

而脑海里，
突然出现了你的身影。
怎么甩，也甩不掉。

究竟是我的固执，
还是你的无所谓，
我们现在才会变成这样?

我，
不晓得，
也不再想懂得。

我还想你

掩盖着双眼，
我不想双眼看到你的身影。

掩盖着双耳，
我不想双耳听到你的声音。

掩盖着嘴巴，
我不想嘴里说关于你的事。

掩盖着头脑，
我不想脑里出现你的模样。

掩盖着心，
我不想心里想着你的一切。

怎么你的影子依然存在呢？

原来，
我依然忘不了你所有一切。

面具

所谓物以类聚，人以群分‘，但试问，这真的是如此吗？人是一种很奇怪的动物。我们能以四周的环境而改变着自己。真是对此恩典感到感恩。

你曾经为了在一群朋友面前不显得那么“异类”，而开始伪装自己。好让自己和朋友们能合群？这，痛苦吗？

若，朋友不在乎你是怎么样的人，他们愿意接受真正的你，这就是朋友。

若，你朋友对于你的言语行为有了意见，他们依然愿意告诉你，好让你能改变自己，给自己进步，这就是朋友。

若，朋友在你面前对你好，但在背后，说你的不是，那么，这就不是你的朋友。

你是否戴着面具过着每一天？每天戴着面具，伪装着自己，很辛苦吧！是时候把面具拿下来吧！活出真正的自己，别在乎别人怎么看你。只要做的东西是对的，那加油吧！我相信，你可以找到真正属于自己的朋友。

No one..

Lifting my eyes toward the sky,
I let out a grievous cry.
I weep myself to sleep,
without letting anyone know it.

My heartache,
who can sense it?
My pain,
who can feel it?

I'm afraid,
there's no one...

...

成绩出了。相信大家都知道自己的成绩吧！虽说，本小姐的成绩不是非常好，但我已满意了。至少，进步了。而且满意外我的国文能拿到B4！！哈哈~

突然觉得这世界很现实。凡事都需要文凭。没有文凭，就没未来。真是。。无言以对！！

不知自己的未来该如何走。暂时陷入彷徨，无奈，烦恼的时刻。。

谁来救救我啊！！！

亲爱的你。。

天有多高？
海有多深？
而，
你对我的思念有多少？

花的芳香，
树的阴凉，
这，
你是不是也感觉到了?

天是蓝的，
云是白的，
你，
是不是也像我观察过?



我对你的思念，
比天高，
比海深。

多希望能与你，
一同享受花的芳香，
在树荫下一同谈心。

但愿，
蓝色的天空，
白色的云朵，
都与你共度你的每一天，
仿佛我每一天在你左右。

抱歉

各位，抱歉啦！突然有一篇英文的文章。没办法!心痒了很久，所以就写了并放上来了。我会继续用华文来写完整个三月的。

熊，
失约一次了。对不起哦~嘻嘻！！

It's all over

I stumble and I fall,
by then my heart shattered.
My heart keeps on bleeding,
and there's no way to heal it.
The pain I gained,
can't be express out by words.

Slowly I seek and find,
Searching all the memories that you gave me.
Promises that you sweared,
are just broken vows.
Remember the gift you gave me?
It's a pledge of our sincerity.

But,
everything fades away,
since the day you're gone......

信任

一个人给你的诺言，
可信度究竟是多少？

有时，
真的是很矛盾的。
就算，
与你相识越是久的人，
并不一定能被信任的。

曾经有一篇文章是这么写的，
“就算是believe,
中间也隐藏了一个lie“。

曾经我也是相信着身旁的人，
就算一而再，
再而三的被欺骗，
我依然选着相信。
直到真的是伤痕累累了，
我学会了对人有了提防。

可见现代人所给的承诺，
惟有在黑字白纸上，
才见得有效率。

真是。。。
可悲啊！！！

叶子

叶子的离开，
究竟是因着树的无情逼着离开，
还是被风的真情所感动而离开？

叶子的离开，
并不是因着树的无情所离开，
也不被风的真情打动而离开。

叶子的决定是为了大家的好。
它选着潇洒的离开，
慢慢的飘，
到一个真正属于它的地方重新生长。。

炼

人，
并没有天生就会某种东西的。
就算是一位天才，
我相信，
他一定也是要经过一些努力才学会的。

一粒沙，
在时间的磨练下，
才能变成一颗漂亮的珍珠。

一颗石头，
在不同的环境下，
才能熬炼成一颗钻石。

而人，
不论是什么，
打篮球，游泳，写一手好笔，就连玩游戏机，
全都是需要炼的，
并无一个是天生的。

而我，
在这里也学到并明白了这个道理。
向着未来奔跑，
我知道，
世上无难事，
只怕有心人。

我会慢慢地磨练自己，
不管在什么方面，
都会记得这个道理-------炼！

咪咪

大家好！我是一只小猫。昨天，受到主人的遗弃，我和我的家人（另一只猫）被丢在一间店后面。不久后，一只很大很大的狗，把我的家人给要死了。那时的我很怕，一直躲在角落，很怕很怕。。但，有位好心的小妹妹，把狗给赶走了。而我也被那位小妹妹给抱了放在箱子里。小妹妹的哥哥说要养我，那时的我依然陷入在恐慌的状态。经过了整个下午，我知道了另一位姐姐。它是小妹妹的姐姐，名叫娟。

晚上，我又被带到另一个陌生的地方，他们说那时他们的家。我被冲洗过后，又被放在另一个很陌生的地方。那时的我，很累，很饿，也很冰冷（刚冲好）。不久后，有一位叫铭铭哥哥和娟姐姐来看我。他们准备了一些食物让我吃。已开始只吃了一些，后来，铭铭哥哥也喂了我一点。因着自己的固执，我不喝水，一直不喝。慢慢的，我开始不怕了，开始和铭铭哥哥，娟姐姐一起玩。娟姐姐还一直问我可不可以将我名取为咪咪。她很奇怪哦！明知我不懂人的语言，还一直逼问我。我很喜欢铭铭哥哥，因为他很温柔，很有爱心。他们俩还一直说我开始顽皮了，很可爱呢！

这是我的第一天！心中对家人的思念，对环境的陌生，依然还在心中。在铭铭哥哥和娟姐姐走后，那种心情更是难受。面对着四周的陌生，好怕好怕。。

生闷气

人一定要有情人才较完美吗？
而我，
一定要有男朋友才叫丽娟吗？
奇怪。。。

我就是不想要有男朋友嘛！
没有就是没有。。
何必用怪异(不可思议）的眼神来看我哦。。

没男朋友是一种错吗？
讨厌！讨厌！讨厌!!

小偷

我，

渡入了你的心房。。
是为了偷走你的心。。
小心的，
轻轻的，
无声的，
进了去。。

但，
我却没法将你的心偷走。。
因，
早已有人比我先到你的心房里，
将你的心取走了。。

我，
真的是个失败的小偷。。

禁区。。

突然来到心门前。。
从窗口望了进去。。
里面铺满了灰尘。。
敲了敲。。
“请问我可以进来吗？”
没人回应。。
没人答复。。

原来，
这心房里，
自从你走了以后，
已变成了禁区。。。。。。

自由。。

自由，是每个人都渴望有的。自由出入，自由决定，自由发表，是现代人都有的权利。

而生长在一个管教严厉的家的我，对于自由，也是十分的渴望。渴望着自己能像朋友们出去玩，不论做什么事都行。我在父母的管教下，有时被压得喘不过气来。应该没人试过，和朋友出，需要给爸爸朋友的电话号码和要去的地方吧！要去哪里，说一声，那绝对是需要的，我的门禁是十点半，最迟十一点多。但连朋友的资料都须给，这让我很难接受。这是因为他们这样做让我感觉他们对我很不信任。难道我真的那么不值得信任吗？

但，随着年龄的增长，我对父母的管教似乎有另一种想法。父母是出于关心才会那样对我的，再加上现代社会的安危，更是让人提心吊胆。也许在少年时期，会叛逆而因此会不爽吧！现在的我学会安然的顺服我的父母。虽说有时依然感觉很不甘心，很讨厌。但，他们始终还是我的父母亲，从小到大照顾我，呵护我的父母亲。

有人说过，在这年龄的我，一定会不喜欢父母这样的所作所为。但在长大以后，我会希望他们再次的严厉管教，因为那时他们会给我更多的自由了。既然如此，我何必要闹脾气，投诉他们对我的管教。还是省省一下，好好享受由他们那样管教我的时刻吧！

我们的故事2-特别的你

蠢蠢的玩笑。。
笨笨的开始。。
我们又再次的相遇了。。

我们开始诉说我们在这几年里所发生的事。。
一直的回忆过去。。
才发现原来我们曾经也是那么熟悉的。。
只是因着某些原因。。
我们失去了联络。。

回忆过去，
原来我那时给人的印象是不会笑的。。
知道了以后，
让我哭笑不得。。

而你那搞笑的样子，
依然深深的记在我心里。。
所有的点点滴滴。。
我们的相遇，
我们的友谊，
我都从不忘记。。

因为，
你在我心里的某个角落，
早已占据了。。


。。。。待续。。。。

风。。

风，
缓缓地吹着。。
我，
细细享受着被风吹的感觉。。

风，
柔和地吹着 。。
它，
轻轻的吻上了我的脸颊。。

它的轻柔，
它的凉快，
我都慢慢的体会。。

我随着风的速度，
耐心寻找着，
属于我的幸福。。。。

加油！！

跌了，
伤了，
就再站起来。。

哭了，
累了，
就歇一歇吧。。

烦了，
闹了，
让心静一静。。

世上有太多太多的事让我们顾虑。。
以一个不一样的心情，
面对着事情，
将带来不一样的结局。。

做事三思而后行。。
以积极的心态来办事。。
不是所有事都会顺利。。
但我相信所遇到的每件事，
都是值得学习的。。

雨后，
会有彩虹的出现。。
而我期待，
我的每一天，
都有奇迹的出现。。

成熟

不久前，
和一位老师谈了一下。。
她说我可以交男朋友了哦。。
身旁的朋友，
一个个都有了情人。。

但，
我。。
还是不想要有男朋友。。
只因着，
我不够成熟。。。。。

友达以上。。恋人未满。。

曾经，
一起玩耍，
一起闲聊，
一起谈心。。

曾经，
是那么的熟悉。。
但，
如今却变质了。。
一切只因身旁有了另一个人。。

友达以上，
恋人未满。。
却造成现今的遗憾。。
离了越远，
只是希望一切会更好。。

我们的故事1-缘分

三年前，
我们相识了。
但，
几个月后，
我们失去了联络。
是什么原因，
我不晓得。

去年，
在偶然的机会下，
我们又再次相遇了。
那时的我们，
不多说，
也没找对方。

在今年初，
缘分又再次让我们遇回了对方。
笨笨的开始，
蠢蠢的玩笑，
再次把我们拉在一起了。

是缘分吗？
真可笑。。
曾经失去那么久没联络，
我们却可以再次相遇。
若不是缘分，
试问。。
我们还可能相遇吗？



。。。。待续。。。。

2kg。。

昨晚心血来潮。。
量了自己的体重。。
跌了2kg。。
从46kg跌到44kg。。
说真的。。
近来没把自己照顾好。。
三餐不定。。
唉！！
但也好哦～
变瘦了。。
哈哈哈。。。

苦恼

接受了熊的挑战，突然发觉我的华文很有限。很多字忘了怎么写，有些又忘了在华语是什么字。比如，在上一篇文章。我的题目是apathetic。我不知道在华语有什么字能以表达那词的意思。很惨哦！

但，我不会因此而放弃的！要知道有志者，事竟成。相信自己，挑战极限，突破极限！丽娟不是那么容易被打败的。

Never give up, never surrender. This is how hope works..

apathetic..

静静一个人。。
独自躺在床上。。
仰望着天空。。
细细的回想着。。
人们说的时间，
真的是疗伤的最好良药吗？

突然觉得，
并非如此。。
对我而言，
时间只不过是让人习惯了伤痛。
麻木了伤痛的感觉，
让我们再也不觉得痛。。

无奈。。
失望。。
心疼。。
懊悔。。
在那一瞬间。。
完全的感觉不到了。。
只因，
我已习惯了。。
已麻木了那种感觉。。

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Friends, I'll be using chinese to write my blog for 1 month. I accept Xiong's challenge! He says that I'm banana. So, to prove I'm not banana.... I'll use chinese to write. No matter how, hope you guys still can continue view my blog k? Everyday will post 1 post! Guarantee neh~ Hehe.. Lian Lian go go go~ Prove that you know chinese!! Hehe..

My birthday celebration XD

1st celebration -Kado!!

With my dearly friends-Yung, Siang Siang kor kor, Tzong lian jie jie, Suai, Lon, Cai!! *Ninja put aeroplane..* =.=" Haha.. I really have a great time that night. Miss you guys. T.T

2nd celebration-kado too. With Stella, Baboon, Ah Zai and willis. Thanks for the cake. Hehe^^

This table cool right? Haha.. Wanna play chess?? Hiak hiak hiak~

Stella and I^^ She's my friend since primary 1. Cool right? Hohoho~

Baboon and ah zai.My birthday Cake^^

3rd celebration-Pizza junction with Jeremy.
I'm playing phone.=.=

my moo moo cow^^Awww... I like it so much. X3Eating pizza.. HahaWanna die?? Haha.. There's still pizza in my mouth. >.<"

Friends,
Thanks for celebrating my birthday with me. I really have a great time with all of you. It's my memorable 18th birthday. 18th birthday-a girl "transform" to a lady. XD Thank you very mush my friends!!!!! Muackz~



My presents!!!!!

These presents are from Chang Wen. He said that the squirrel is imported from Japan while the pig look like me so he give as presents. Swt. But very touch neh!! Never know you in NS also will prepare presents for me. XD Thanks~ A lovely birthday card and hair clip from Max.

It's from Chee Peng. Thanks

Hahaha. It's from Xiong! Does it look like me??? >.< He make it and the cloth is my favourite dress neh! let's compare the real dress. Hehe.. Thanks! It's meaningful o this present. And on 26th Feb, we finally met. =.=" Haha..

It' from Cai, Yung, Lon, Suai. I'll upload the other present soon. Hehe^^

p/s: another celebration with Xiong, Wen Hui and Peng. Too bad I don't have the pics now. Will upload it soon too. ^^ Stay tune!! HEhe..

Friends,

I really appreciate for all the things you guys have prepared for me. Thanks for all the presents. =) Love you all~~~ Muacks!!!!!!!!