In my life

In the corner of my memories,

there is a place which is warm.

At times laughing,

sometime crying.



Stars sparkle in the sky,

it's so shiny and so beautiful.

Sometime I wonder,

can I be the star that shines in your heart?



Round and round in looping time,

I live and come to understand things.

Round and round in looping time,

I am searching for something that means a lot for me.



Maybe someday,

I'll breakthrough and take a step to towards my dream.

But before that,

I still have to shed my tears for all the pain that I gain.



I still look up to the sky today,

it's still the same like before.

But things around me are changing,

change in all ways.



Who should I proclaim my feelings?

And till when can all of us be honest to our feelings?

No clue,

no answer.



No matter what's going on,

life still goes on,

time still running,

I need to continue my journey again.

Thanks for being there for me

"Smile, it's the way how you look charming."
It's a simple sentence that comfort me.
An encouragement which makes me feel better,
it's from you.

Stand right in front of you,
you ask me to look into your eyes.
It's amazing,
for how you can keep my eyes locked on yours.

"Take my hand and hold it tight,
you won't be lost even if you're blind.
As I'll be there for you,
lead you to the place where you wanna be."

Your words touch my heart,
You smile ensure my everything.
I know every step I take will be fine for me
cause I know you'll hold me if I fall.

Questioning..

The tears,
gushing from my eyes,
they're so easy to wipe off onto my sleeve,
but how do I erase the stain from my heart?

The pain,
can hardly explain by words,
it hurts and I tried to cover it by using laughter,
but how come I can't cover it flawlessly?

The faith,
that I should have in you,
is shaking and slowly it fades away,
I tried to get it back but how?

Here I am

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again,
skinned knees are easier to fix than broken heart.
It's hard to heal a broken heart,
when someone hurts you and try to cheat you.

When we're kids,
we link out little fingers for promises.
We share all our candies with our friends.
We play together in the playground,
having fun with all our friends.
Though we're angry with friends,
but it won't last long.

I wonder why when we grow up,
things become complicated.
Not all friends beside us are kind-hearted,
they might cheat you and you never realise it.
Wearing a mask,
deceive someone that trust you,
is that fun?

Though I'm not a kid anymore,
I live my life just like a kid.
I try my best to treat everyone around me,
be sincere, be nice, be adorable.
I don't mind that people say that I'm naive,
cause I know I'm trusting and my heart is open.
I'll never hide myself,
as I'm here to find who I am.

I'll still stumble and fall,
by then I'll get up after recovering.
I know that someday,
my sincere will touch someone's heart.
Then that will be the day,
I have a friend who treat me sincerely too.

Illusion

Dark in the night,
the moon shines brightly in the sky.
the gleamy stars twinkle in the sky.

While the wind blows,
the water illuminate like an unsteady mirror,
the trees waving like saying goodbye to their love ones.

Isn't it beautiful?
Isn't it lovely?
If we walk together in each others hand.

Staring at the scene like this.
I'm afraid,
it's just an illusion of mine.

Willing to be deceived,
deceived by such a beautiful illusion.

Specially for you

It's a long journey,
I don't know where I suppose to be.
All along I bring my charming smile with me,
to find the pieces of memories that I've lost.

"Save your tears, promise me."
I listen to your words and I try not to cry.
But you know I will falter and I will cry,
So please stay by my side.

Please take me by the hand.
Stand by me in my hour of need,
chase away my doubts and fears,
wipe the tears from off my face.

Please be constant as the stars above,
cradle me in your arms every night.
Shine me with your love,
and together we'll make our dreams come true.

I've found the place where my heart belongs,
it's all written in my heart.
Someday I'll prove you,
All I need is you..

No one..

Lifting my eyes toward the sky,
I let out a grievous cry.
I weep myself to sleep,
without letting anyone know it.

My heartache,
who can sense it?
My pain,
who can feel it?

I'm afraid,
there's no one...

It's all over

I stumble and I fall,
by then my heart shattered.
My heart keeps on bleeding,
and there's no way to heal it.
The pain I gained,
can't be express out by words.

Slowly I seek and find,
Searching all the memories that you gave me.
Promises that you sweared,
are just broken vows.
Remember the gift you gave me?
It's a pledge of our sincerity.

But,
everything fades away,
since the day you're gone......