Saturday, January 16, 2010

I know how bad I want things to last forever but for the meanwhile, I still have to clear my mind to take it easy. I like to have my future mapped out, now maybe I need to learn to go with the flow. Like what someone told me, don't expect everything is the best, do remember to expect the unexpected.

I'm glad that he tend to be so honest to me cause if he promise something, it may become a broken vow. Needa' to admit that fact is always very cruel. Even when Cinderella appears in this real world, I bet she also won't find her prince like how the fairy tales used to be.

I know it's a fact yet it still affects my mood a lot. :(

14 comments:

mikhaelkueh said...

Stupid. I still love you, and I miss you a lot too. :)

lingchien said...

TRUST! trust urself and trust him... everything will better =)

Girl Girl Lian said...

@ Mikha'el,
Thanks dear dear. Sorry for being so emo. I just don't know how to face it. It's so cruel.

@Ling Chien,
Thanks girl. Maybe that's what I've lack of. From the previous relationships that I've been throuh, I lost my trust and sense of secure. Maybe I really need time. ): Kinda lousy ah me.

ps said...

huh? wad happen? at least he told u.. me no head no tail.. sit here endure sth i dun even know.. bt nvm.. i sounded like complaining dy and i dun wan to b so.. sigh.. best wishes to u lian~~ =) can talk to me anytime, like how i owes bug u with my stupid worries..

ps said...

talk about promises~~ dun make too much promises then, or dun take one too seriously? i dunno wad i'm talking about.. hahaha..

mikhaelkueh said...

It's not happening, so you need not know how to face it. And I was just telling you stuffs like that happens, it doesn't mean that I'm gonna do something like that. You think wayyyy too much, dear. So negative ya? *piak* you..

ps said...

LOL.. JS, i wonder wad u told her~~ cz she always seems so positive de ne~~ Lian, I trust JS wont treat you bad =) guai liao~~ you always ask me to be positive.. so u cannot start being negative. Hugs~

bii said...

jiayou.or u need my hugs???:D
i go find uXDD

u need time.i need more time.both of us need time.jiayou sweetheart.

love u

Girl Girl Lian said...

@ Phei Sze,

Thanks very much !! But I'm not so good in expressing stuff like this. I'm still learning to say out. Need some time for myself to go over it. It's a phobia to me already so never expect that I'll say out the whole thing (doesn't mean I don't trust you), I just really really don't know how to express it out. ):

And about negative thoughts. Once I give people say tiok something that makes me think a lot, I'll be in this kind of condition always. Cause all my thinking are just toooooooooo negative. D:

@Mikhael,

Dear, come piak me fast fast. I'm fed up with all these thoughts but still can't forget about it. T.T

@Bii,

Come come hug me.. I need huggies a lot ! I'll jiayou and you must jiayou X 3 ohh.. :D

mikhaelkueh said...

Now I sounded like the bad guy. :(

Girl Girl Lian said...

No !!!!!!!!!!!!!
You're not a bad guy .):

Girl Girl Lian said...

@ to all,

I wanna clarify. It's my problem, my dear dear no wrong.

Anonymous said...

Weee...

Val

Girl Girl Lian said...

Hey, Val ! You're here again. Glad to see you ;D