Nightmare

I had a nightmare yesterday. :( I wish it can be about I was chasing by a ghost, bitten up by someone etc. I can't believe it's a dream that makes me cry. When I woke up, I can still sense the tears on my face. It really breaks my heart.

My friend, Derrick is going through a tough time, being dumped by his love one. In my dream, my situation is WORSE than his. I feel so awful. Is it because I heard too many stories about this kind of thingy, being neglected for too long or watching too much dramas? Whatever it is, I feel really sad and the nightmare certainly makes my mood down. Sigh~ What to do? Hope it's only just a dream so I won't turn out to be a fellow like this.

Forever Alone :(

My Life

Had a great chat with my old friend last night. She told me that I'm having a colourful life. I wonder how people really define it?

Actually I'm having a pack lifestyle now.

School
Everyone knows that I'm still a student. So, for the time being, I'm always busy with my assignments. I'm in final year now, there's no way I can slack or not doing my best. I'm trying to improve as from the least, I can be better in all the skills that we've learned.

SSPCA
Just adopted a puppy from them on the 17th of July. My puppy was not really healthy when I first get her. Luckily she recovered and now she's a naughty little one. I'm really glad to have her. Sometime I feel depress yet she's the one who can make me forget about it. Everyone in my family loves her. :) After adopting her, I started to help SSPCA whenever I can because there's lot of animals there need homes! Tell me if you're willing to help, I'll let you know how.

Tutor
I'm officially a tutor already. I was actually there to replace my friend as she's going back to Brunei for three weeks. Who knows I get a chance to work there as well. Needa' work for once every week so I hope it won't be a burden for me. I enjoy being one but I don't choose it as my real job though. I don't like teaching in school because there's too many students to care of. Teaching is a tiring job. =/ Respect your teachers always!


Family
I have to help my brother to close shop almost everyday. To be honest, I don't really like to help because I have my assignments to do. I can't concentrate if I do it at shop but I have no choice. :( When I reach home, it's 8 something already. So I can only start my assignment around 10 something (Have to eat dinner and feed Cookie). If go out eat, I can only do it at 11 something. Urghhh~ Sad case.



Tell me, this is a colourful life or it's a packed life? To me, it's a packed life. Hopefully I'm wise enough to plan my time. Wish me luck ya! :)

I have a lot to share but currently I'm busy with my assignments. Aahhhh!! Life~ Will update when I'm free. ><

Super hero daddy

My dad came back from China yesterday. He helped me out with the hamster's problem. He made a hole and poke the water bottle tube in and now it won't be disturb by my mummy hamster anymore. Yay!! Daddy's the best. ^^ Loves my super imba daddy xD

Updates.

My mummy hamster is really naughty. I know it's good having an active hamster in house but it may cause some troubles as well. She likes to stand on the water bottle that I stick on the wall for them to drink water. My mummy hamster, Tit tit keeps on biting and pulling it down for many times. Last night, an accident happened. The bottle fall and knock on her baby's head and it goes dizzy and can't walk properly. I'm so glad that baby manage to overcome it though it's not fully recover. One of its hand can't move anymore so it's difficult for it to get food or even walk. To prevent things like this happen again, I can only take the bottle away and replace with a bowl so the hamsters have water to drink. Who knows one of the baby died cause it falls into the bowl of water and drown. I'm really sad about it and really can't find a wise way to solve it. It would be easier if Tit Tit won't be that naughty. :(

On the other hand, the dog that I mentioned before in my blog. He's now very friendly with my sis and I. When he sees us, he'll wave his tail and come near to us. My sis finds that he'll bark at strangers or cars if they get near to our house. Many times when my sister tries to open the gate when we reach home, he'll bark. When my sister call him, he'll know it's my sister and stops barking. We let him in to our garage and he doesn't want to get out when he comes in. Isn't it cute? Of course, he's still scare of my family cause they never get close to him. Slowly, I wish he can be friends with my family as well. Though we can't adopt it, I find it's good to be friend with such a cute dog. Teehee.

Recently, I'm really interested in animals as you can see most of my posts are about animals. x.x Sorry~ I really do wish to have a dog. Maybe.. When the time is right. :) 

Discovered not all stuffs can share with people. There's still something that deep in heart you can't share. Agree/disagree? Hmmm~

Pets

I mentioned about a tortoise on my last post. At last, my brother really let it go, thought he's going to keep it. At first, I feel like keeping it cause I find it's kinda' cute with its action. Anyway, I guess it's good to let it back to the wild cause I can't afford that much. 

I have eight hamsters in my house and my mummy hamster just gave birth to 9 or more babies today. When we're back we found out that she ate one so we have eight new born babies right now. She seems so tired and I really hope she'll recover real soon. 

My brother raises 3 cats at shop. A mummy cat with her two two month old babies. They are adorable to me as well.

Furthermore, I used to have a rabbit for few days unfortunately it passed away. :( Sigh~

Right now, I'm thinking of adopting a dog. Crazy me huh? Having so many pets at home and I still think of having a dog. It's actually my neighbour's dog but they just let it go like a wild dog. It has been starve for few days I guess. :( Can read from my dear's blog post about it. I wish to make him mine. Only if they really treat him well, I won't try to make it mine. My dear is like Cesar Millan today. Credits to him. :D

A tortoise

My brother found a tortoise on a road. Hmmm.. Will it be our new family? Parents don't want to keep it but I sense that my brother wanna' keep it even he said that he will let it go. Whether it's going to stay in our house or not, let see what actions my brother take. :D

The tortoise. 

P/s: My cute daddy feed it with some fresh veges, fruit and rice. Lols. Not a bad treat huh? :P

Taiwan dramas

I can't really remember when was the last time I watched Taiwan dramas. Recently, I'm obsessed with the drama named 醉后决定爱上你(Love You) is really a sweet and nice one. Recommend to all those who loves Taiwan dramas. Let me know what do you think of the drama k? ^^

Here's a trailer of it. It hasn't finish yet. I can't wait for the next episode. :/ Hope ya all enjoy~ 
P/s: The male actor is handsome. :P

RIP, my lil rabbit

Brother called me and told me my lil rabbit passed away. :( Sigh~ Can't believe his life ended up so fast.

I came back and checked, he was cold and not moving anymore. It's really sad when I saw it. I wonder what really happened? I should have come back to check him out whenever I'm free. I SHOULD!

I think he's too young to be away from his mum and being stressed in new place? Hmmm.. Just a wild guess, no proves though. It feels so different without him. Even he's just for few days time, my family loves him very much. Dad still bought a lot of carrots for him and everyone doesn't gather together just to see him anymore.

It's the first night after I lost him and I don't get used to it. I really miss the time he came to me when I was doing my assignments late at night and stayed between my feet to accompany me and waiting me sayang. I would always pick him up and put him on my leg to sayang. I still bought his favourite carrots and tomatoes for him as well but too bad that he's not here anymore.

RIP

I miss you, B'bit.

My rabbit

It all happened two days ago when my Mikhael and I went back from school. I saw a wet, fluffy thing in a drain outside of Mikhael's house. At first I thought it's a dead bird, I took a closer look at it and found it's actually a rabbit.

I told Mikhael about it and my superhero used a dustpan to save the lil' one. I bathed him and he seemed frightened and weak. I was so worry that he might die cause he stayed in the drain for quite some time I assumed and by the way, the sun was so bright and hot at that time. Besides, he ate and drank nothing right after we saved him. His cat acted so funny when he saw this lil' one as well. To know more how the cat acted, kindly read more from here: rabbit

I brought him home with me and all my family members love him. :) He's still in a terrified condition when he first came to our house. This was how he looked like.

To comfort him better, I cradle and sayang him until he even falls asleep on my leg.

Now, whenever we put him out of his cage and he seems so excited and curious. He goes here and there and sniff this and that.

I am so glad he's doing fine right now. He jumps happily at my house and starts to eat more. Am really happy to have him. And of course, million thanks to my dear. If it's not him, I wonder how would I save this lil one. ♥

I find many people push themselves very hard to earn more money, to gain more power or recognition. At the mean time, they neglect their health, time with family and doing things that they really like. Of course, there's no wrong of making money, gain more power and recognition but I feel when we're working for money, we have to remember that work is only necessary to keep us living so as to enjoy the beauty and pleasures of life. 

I read a post before and it said life is a balance of work and play, family and personal time. It is your decision to decide how you want to balance your Life. Take some time to define your priorities, realize what you are able to compromise but always let some of your decisions be based on your instincts. Happiness is the meaning and the purpose of Life, the whole aim of human existence. So, take it easy, do what you want to do and appreciate nature. 

As I grow, I find life is so fragile that can be ended up anytime. Deep in my heart, I know how pain it feels losing someone that we care. I seldom speak about it cause there's some personal issues that I tend to hide and try really hard to forget about it. Anyway, life goes on and we still have to stay strong and live life to the fullest. Always remember, life is short, do not take it for granted.

There's hard time in life but I'll never forget God is always there for everyone. After a storm comes a rainbow. All the best~

A promise

Don't give up easily even when there are difficulties at times. :)

Welcome, babies

Today after picking my bro and sis back from school, we went to buy a new house for my hamster, Tit Tit. When we reached home, my brother went to look at the hamsters as usual and found 5 newborn babies there. I was so excited when I knew about it. 

It's the first time I came across this incident and feel really glad of my hamster. Hope all of the babies and mum are healthy and of course, the daddy. 

This is a picture of the babies. 

Mum claims that the babies look disgusting to her :S

Tit tit is pregnant?

I wonder is my girl hamster pregnant. Her tummy grows bigger but I can't find any other symptoms that prove she's really pregnant. Hmmm.. Everything is still the same, she runs, she sleeps, she eats a lot as usual.

My dad ever had white mouse as pet when he's young so I asked him about it and he said she's pregnant. Actually I didn't know he had a pet mouse before till he told me just now. I just know he likes animal very much and can be friendly with them. You'll never imagine how cool he is! He can even play with his pet fish. 

Btw, I'm really happy if Tit tit's pregnant as I really wish to have a chance to see how animal raises their youngs. I'm soooooooo excited. Hopefully she's really pregnant if not I think I'll feel disappointed! ><

Met an old friend

I met an old friend through a chance encounter today, she's Jasylin. She didn't really change much though, still pretty as usual. No, I should say prettier :) Had a chit chat with her and I'm really glad that she's doing fine. It's two years back for the last time I met her. Thinking back how I first went to primary school and made friends together. We were best friends and sadly we went to different high school. Time flies huh.

She's going oversea this September for her further studies and I can't really think of when will be the next time we meet. Apparently when time fades, what we left is memories. Guess gotta' move on and wish fate brings us gather again. Maybe, with the other old good friends as well.

When we're in Primary 6 

Have some time to blog. Wonder why? Cause I expect one of my presentation is on Monday but who knows it actually is on Wednesday. So, I gain some free time to relax. Maybe not a night but for few hours. Gonna' do some other assignments later.

Went to an event about dog show yesterday. Saw lot of adorable dogs such as Chow Chow, Husky, German Sherpard, Pugs and more. I wish I have one though. =/ Anyone willing to sponsor me one? XD

Alright, gonna' stop day dreaming and focus on my work. Take care.

Loves,
Lilian

Recently..

Am busy with my assignments recently. Trying really hard for them and it really makes me stress out sometimes. :( Sigh! Still, I know I'm not alone, friends around me are the same as well.

To all who are doing real hard for their works, jiayou! Don't give up yet. All the best k?

Gonna' get my ass back to my work. Take care all.

Cheers,
Lilian.

Introducing my hamster: Tit Tit

 I guess from my Facebook, everyone knows that I have a hamster name Ironman. He's born on 29 Nov 2010 and is big enough to have a wife. But cause of some reasons, we keep him single for few months.

My ironman :)

When he's lonely, he'll keep on biting his cage. So we often get him out of his cage and walk around our house. However, we're either lazy or busy to put him out sometimes.  

Few days back, my friend asked my sister and I to take care his 3 little hamsters and we brought them back home. We found that Ironman went crazy when he first saw them. He kept on following them where ever they go and it's really hard to describe how crazy he was. Then my dad suggested us to get a girl for him so he won't be so lonely. 

Keeps on biting his cage  =______=

 The day before yesterday, my dear and I went to a pet shop to find a girl. I really have to thank him cause he really has good taste. My family loves the way she is, especially my sister. She's slightly shorter than Ironman and has a beautiful face. My dad, mum and sis loves to call Ironman Tut Tut so we come up with a name Tit Tit for her. Tut tut and Tit tit? Hmmmm.. The names are fine with me.

Tadaaaaa~ My cute lil' Tit Tit.

I guess she's not used to us yet as she keeps on hiccup and wheezing since I bought her back. I read from the other websites, they said she's maybe flu or something. Hopes she'll get fine really soon.

I'm so glad that I have her around. Wish sooner or later, she'll get used to us and can mix well with my Ironman. 

Getting a new phone?

With all the high techs we have now, there's lot of super phones we have now in market. Friends around me start to use i phones, Android phones etc while I'm still using a big, old one.

 

It's Nokia Navigator that I'm using. Back in 2008, it's a really good and everyone knew how good it is. I was so excited when I first got it. The first Nokia phone which has GPS, with double speakers and a nice looking design (for that time). It's like a nasty old phone, that's how the others comment it for these days. D: Still remember I still blogged for it when I first got my Nokia Navigator.

People get sick so as phones I guess? Recently, my keypads aren't functioning and it really makes me sick of it. Maybe it's really a time for me to change but I'm afraid it happens at the wrong time. Sigh~ I'm not ready for a new one yet. But still, gonna' expect the unexpected. :(

Knock knock*

Hello. Anyone there? .________. My blog is growing spider webs. *Eeeeew*