Thursday, December 31, 2009

2009

Well, it's the last day of 2009, one year had just passed in a blink of an eye. Sigh ! Many things happened throughout the year. I grew up from studying in a high school to a college.

After graduated from high school, I was in dilemma about choosing the right college and now it seems like i really did a right choice. By then, all my high school friends started their own pathway and now everyone seems very busy with their own life. I miss them so much !! While for me, I knew lot of great friends from my own college and it's so nice being with them. With them, I earn lot of experiences and together we have a great friendship.

Friends, maybe I don't get a chance to hang out with all of you. Especially my secondary school friends and Lon, Jiaying's gang. But still, I miss you all and hope to hang out more often with all of you. Keep in touch k?

Other than that, I realize family is so important. Though sometime we do argue, I still love them and cherish them always. They are the best and without them I think I'm nothing. Maybe because of my own Chinese culture, I never dare to tell my parents how much I love them. I really hope one day I can tell them bravely, just maybe someday?

My parents never let me go out to work as they worry about me always. Somehow things change. I manage to get a chance to work in a center and my job is being a teacher teaching little kids drawing. Of course, I'm new and it's the first job I ever have. Now I know that money ain't easy to earn so I'm trying to spend my money wisely. Needa' save more money for my school expenses and my own use. :P

I would like to share about some other things that I've observed and learned this year. I learned it from my friends' sharing. I believe in Karma and I know what comes around goes around. Whatever you did to someone, someday you'll get the revenge too. Maybe that's life? I have no idea but it seems pretty true to me. Please think twice whenever you make a decision. Be nice to everyone who is around you, try not to hurt them on purpose. Always let go as if you don't like him/her, don't torture his/her kind heart as it hurts a lot. You'll feel it when the revenge comes to you.

Comparisons are easily done once you have a taste of perfection - Katy Perry's song, Thinking of you. Oh well, this is true. Somehow you must know what's the feeling of being compare by the others. No one is perfect though. I believe everyone has their own nice and special personalities and should not be compare with the others. It's unfair for someone as if he/she always give the others to compare with. Please think for the one when you wanna' compare him/her. I bet it doesn't feel nice at all :(

To all my friends, no matter how hard life is, never let fear stands in the way of accomplish your goals. When I was down, someone comfort me few months ago. I know I share it before but I still want to remind all my friends about it. Life is like a boat. It's either you take control of your boat or let it drifts as the wind blows. Don't get to hard on yourself when things get bad or wrong. It's just the wind overpowering you. Everything happens for a good reason be it bad or good. A wise man would learn from it and move on avoiding making the same mistakes. It's always your choice to sail your boat or to let the wind guide you to the land that never exists. :)

Lastly, it's year end and I hope to seek for forgiveness from everyone that I offend. Sorry if I did something wrong and please forgive me. I do appreciate it a lot.

Besides, things change, people change and it doesn't mean I forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that I move on and treasure all the memories.

And you know what? I hope every while that we spend together can last forever as the best thing in 2009 is that I found you, Mikhael Kueh Jing Siang.♥

Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas (:

Merry Christmas all !

Here's a gift from my dear. Like it so much !! Thank you ^^ It's so nice and every little picture shows our happy memory.






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Dear Santa,

I know that you love kids to be nice and adorable and I think I'm one of them . :P But, I think I'll give up to wish for a DSLR. If you can let me have one of my wishes come true. Can I wish that my love will last forever? This is what I want and I know he'll always be the only one.


Thank you Santa.

Sincerely,
Lilian

Monday, December 21, 2009

Poor Lizard :(

Sometime, I need to admit that I come from a weird family. My dad and sis are weird enough in a way. =x Where can you find father scares his daughter by using lizards and insects such as cockroaches, worms and more. And where can you find a weird sister that plays with ants, lizards and even durian worms !

Oh well, you can find them in my family. My dad do all those stuffs and my sis really play them. I was at 17th mile shop last Saturday and my sis caught a lizard there. My dad knew it and he came over. Both of them get nylon strings to tie over it. =_= It's so disgusting !! I don't know what's the fun of it? I pity the lizard in a way.



The unlucky lizard. I wonder it still survives or not. x.x

Dear lizards, never come to my house or shops k? Cause maybe you'll ended like this lizard too.


Oh ya, I have to clarify. Actually both of them (dad and sis) are naughty, not so weird though. I still love them no matter how. :)

Happy 冬至节


Hi all ! Tomorrow is 冬至节 * I don't know what it's call in English =__= Sorry *

As usual, I've made tangyuans. This year is more special than the past years, know why? :) Cause it's the first time I made tangyuans for my love one. He's lucky enough as it's my first time I cooked something for someone on purpose. Anyway, I'm glad that you like it.




For him ♥



Happy 冬至节 to all my beloved friends and bloggers. :D

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Seems like actually I've changed..

Memories are something that we human beings can never forget. No matter it's memorable or not, gotta admit that sometime it shows up how are you being lately. And apparently, we all know photos can be make it into memories too. Guess what I'd found out actually? It's a picture that I took 2 or 3 years passed. I was surprise when I saw it and I'm sure it gonna' be surprising for you too. Check it out ! ;)


Oh well, I know I look fat in that picture. I was around 55kg by that time. Cool huh! :P

For your info, I'm much more thinner than that for now. I cut down my weight though I don't know how I did it. @_@" For those who wanna slim down, I know you can as you see, I've made it too. So, seems like I really changed in size. xD

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

My skin

Something wrong with my skin recently and I went to pharmacy to get some medicines for it. The pharmacist said that my hormone imbalance so it causes my skin turn into that way. :( How sad !

Needa' apply them everyday. The smell of the shampoo ain't so nice for me. =__= The pharmacist advised me to get Johnson Baby Mild Shampoo so maybe I'll go buy someday. Or, anyone wanna' sponsor me? xPP For the other two, I have to apply them day and night and I'm kinda' lazy though. What to do? Have to guai guai apply, can't be lazy. >.<


The pills !!! The pharmacist asked me to eat them for 6 months. =______= It's name as wheat germ oil and it is use to stabilize my hormone. This bother me the most as I'm lazy and forgetful. Somehow I know how important it is, maybe I need to make it as my routine. T___T Sobs*

Oh well, I know it sounds serious. I wonder will I turn into a guy if my hormone can't be stable again? Hahaha ! Just hope everything will be fine soon.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Hang out with my family =]

We're so free after we ate our dinner so we decided to go Spring. The main reason why we're going is because we wanna buy new clothes for Christmas. Just too bad that only my little brother bought his clothes. I didn't bought any :(


This is my little brother


My sister get a coat for him and ask him try it. It's sooo cute. >.< But he's getting fatter for now and he never care about it. Whenever I told him that he should cut down his weights, he'll give me a speechless answer.

Lilian : "弟弟,你很肥啊!“
Alex : "妈妈讲我胖胖才会可爱。”
Err.. Kinda spechless. -.-


He seems kinda enjoy :)


Futhermore, I've found kid's crocs too. Damn cute ~ Here is another couple shoes.
My little brother and I ^^


Actually I'm not in a good mood by then. I was finding something but I can't get it and another reason maybe it's also because my love ones. He bruised his leg. :( * heart pain pain * Take care k? I'll be there for you whenever you need me . <3 My love one <3>
That's all for now. Night everyone. ^^

Hearts,
Lilian

Friday, December 4, 2009

04.12.2009



Who can say where we'll go,
Who can promise what will be,
But I'll stay by your side.
I'll be yours,
Together we shall always
Be as one.^^