Friday, May 16, 2008

I lost my grandma..

It happens on the 5th of May..
After school,
My dad picked me up..
He asked:
"Do you want to visit your grandma?"
She left not much time..
I agree..
So we went to hospital to see her..
She was skinned and boned..
She had been suffered for 5 years..
My aunt said that she can only last for few more hours..
I was shock!!
The day before..
My dad still told me that my grandma was full of energy..
In the morning..
My mum still talked to her..
But why??
It's so sudden..
My aunts were crying..
I feel so..
HELPLESS..
I dont know what to do..
I want to save my grandma..
But I cant..
When I reached home..
My dad's phone rang just after he finished his bath..
My grandma passed away..
Feel wanna cry..
But just don't know why I didn't cry out..
Anyway,
I'm happy..
Cause my grandma no need suffer anymore..
She rest in peace.....



To people that you lost your someone..
Here is a song for you..
Cheer up!!
They may not want to see you sad..
Lian Lian also tried to stand up..
If Lian Lian CAN...
Sure that you can too..
To people who still have all their friends,family..
CHERISH them before someday you LOST them..

This is for my people who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my people who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky ‘cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times

I didn’t get it but you kept me in line
I didn’t know why you didn’t show up sometimes
On sunday mornings and I missed you
But when we talked too
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There’s so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
Chorus

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”
As time goes byAnd soon as you reach a better place
Still I’ll give the whole world to see your face
And I’m bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
By-Bye By-bye By-byeBy-Bye By-bye By-byeBy-Bye By-bye By-byeBy-Bye
And you never got the chance to see how good
I’ve done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night

With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It’s so hard to accept the fact you’re gone forever
Chorus

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And I’m bragging right next to you where
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
By-Bye By-bye By-byeBy-Bye By-bye By-byeBy-Bye By-bye By-byeBy-Bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody

Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up highWe will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my people who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky
‘cause we will never say bye
I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on like“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“I wish I could find a way try not to cry”
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And I’m bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

By Mariah Carey-Bye Bye

2 comments:

Janson said...

Hmm..
Take it patiently..
You will soon use to it..
Its just the nature cycle..
One day we will also going to face the same faith..
:)

Cheer up!

Girl Girl Lian said...

Ya..
I knw..
But this is the first time I faced this..
So..
Quite hard for me to comeover it..
But,
I'll try my best..^^