Hi friends!!

Happy New YEAR!!!!!

Have...

A memorable

A happy

A fulfill

A lucky

NEW YEAR~~~

All the best my friends!=D

Hurt or heal

Things are just things- they have no power to hurt or to heal. Only people can do that. And we can choose whether to be hurt or healed by the people who love us.

FInally... RELAX!!

Finally finish 3 days roadshow. It's tiring but I really gain a lot of experience from it. From the 1st time sold lcd by myself, help to do other stuffs, I learnt a lot. Not that I didn't help before. Just don't know why I feel happy that I earn money by myself. Eventhough it's not much, but then I earn it myself so it means something to me. Friends, it's not easy to earn money. So, save your parents money ya~

By the way, thanks for all the encouragement from all my friends specially xiong.^^ No you, I really don't know what to do.(touch???) Haha.. Gonna move on.. Ush!!!

Heart-free <3

Spread my wings,
Fly in the air.
Never look back
No matter what happen.
Free from all..
Sorrows, sadness, anger..
I'm happy for who I am now.
Now,
I'm heart-free.
=)

Oh man~

It's a tiring day for me. Doing all the housework, climbing up and down like a monkey just because of wiping the windows. This coming friday until sunday, my dad going to has a roadshow at his shop. I'm going there to help. Don't really feel want to go though I can earn some money. I feel like I'm useless in doing business. Feel shame when I serve a customer. My friends say that I'm strange cause I never feel shame before. *That's is because I know you guys very well* What should I do? Xiong ask me to face it while Ken says that it can be a good experience for me. But, I just can't feel that I have the ability to do it. I don't want to be scolded too. >.<



But I'll still accept this job. Try to face it with a lion hearted. As I'm Lilian, a girl that should has self-confidence. I'll never know what's going on as every new day is a mystery. So I'll make my mystery day become unforgetable day. So stay tune!! =)

Something to share XD

That day when I arrived Kuching on Saturday, I went check out at the counter. The counter saw me and he asked me am I having my holiday. Hehe.. Then, he said that I look sweet. Oh man~ My heart started to melt and I started to fly in the sky. Haha. Thanks for praising me. XD I still think I look normal but I feel thankful for how I look. Thanks mummy for giving me this face.

Friends, here are some words for you..

Dear Valen,
I'm glad that I can be a star for you. Thanks for comforting me. I'll move on and I'll face the problem with couragely. Don't worry. This is'nt a big matter, it can't defeat me. =)

Dear Xiong,
Thanks for being there and always spying me. *swt* I know that maybe you can't understand my feelings but you always cheer me up. You must also "add oil" k? Don't let all the bad moods pull you don't. Let us cheer each other and overcome them. Remember: cheers.. ROAR~ USH!! XD

Dear Max,
It's nice knowing a friend like you. You are charming and being with you, listening your stories is a kind of enjoyment. You give me a bright day that day^^

Dear Alvin,
Haha!! BAbi~~~~ Thanks for accompany me and lend me your shoulder when I need someone by my side. Sorry always make your t-shirt wet. XD Hehe.. Nights that I'm alone, thanks for talking on phone with me. It makes me feel better and let me sleep more comfortable. thanks=D

Dear Ah Zai,
At KL, thanks for accompany me buy my things. Keep avoid me listen to things that recall my sad memories. Thanks ya,tauke.

Dear Jayne and Baboon,
Hugging a tissue box and cry, I think only you two ever seen this kind of girl before. Haha. It's embarrasing >.< Thanks for you 2 that day. I really feel better after that.

Dear all friends,
Names that I didn't mention, not that I forget about you. I know all of you care me and want me go on my life happily. I promise all of you I will. Lian wil be strong but of course, I need time. Love you all!! Muacks..

If only I can turn the hands of time..

Remember the time that I said I won't miss you?
I never tell you the truth is that I do.
I just can't stop thinking about you.
It seems like forever I can't get you of my mind.

If only I can turn the hands of time,
I'll be there whenever you are.

If only I can turn the hands of time,
I wanna hold you in my arms.

If only I can turn the hands of time,
I wanna let you know how much you meant for me.

If only I can turn the hands of time,
I will cherish you more.

If only I can turn the hands of time,
then I'll know that you still love me and be mine.

All of this might come true,
If only time can give us just another chance....

I wanna let you know..

You didn't know what when you told me that, it shattered me and my heart literally aches. I can't believe it. Is it what I really deserve? You said that I was stubborn. But, in what way? I never know that you ever told me before. What you gave me are memories that I can't forget and now they are torturing my weak little heart. The days that I don't have you, I don't know where to turn to. Eventhough everything is over but I can't forget you after all what we've been through. Since there's no more me and you, it's time for me to let you go. I will be free and I will live my life how it should be. I know that time will heal my broken heart and I'm sure that it'll all get better in time...


Tiring-heart,
Lian

Happy New Year

Hi friends! It's a whole new year =) Sincerely wish everyone Happy New Year though it's a little bit too late.

Fly to the sky, swim to the sea, run to the roads, live up your every dream!!

It's never too late to do what you want. Go for it, challenge it, beat it! No matter what you do, have faith and never look back.

Good luck and all the best my dearly friends=D

Stars..

Stars, twinkling upon the sky.
Look up at the starlit sky.
I wanna be like the stars.
They twinkle brightly though sometimes no one notice them.

I wanna be one of the star.
No!
Not only being a star.
I wanna be the brightest star among all.

Eventhough people doesn't notice me.
But,
I believe that someday..
There will be someone who discover me.........