Feeling better..

Countdown SPM : 9 days

Hope is the hack rack I hang my dreams upon.

For now, I'll just try my best in my studies. Will not let anything stress me up or make me sad. I throw al my sadness and sorrow away and I'll take every step slowly and carefully. Of course, with God's help I'll take it bravely.

Sneers~

To someone,

Well, I know I can't keep my words. I'm really sorry that I've broke my promises. But what can I do?? Telling you lies to make you feel better?? That's not the way! If it's a truth, I'll say it out. I don't want to cheat anyone that I know. You redicule me for what I've done wrongly. I know I'm wrong and I feel guilty about it. You don't have to redicule me and it's making me more guilty. You must treat me that way?? If so, it's better we don't find each other. You know who you are. Friends, sometimes please care for your words. Try not to hurt someone and I just learned about it.

P/s : I'm hinting someone, not all of you treat me like how this person treat me. I post this is because I want to remind all my friends and careful with your words. Take care, my friends!

My collection : Keroro Gunso Giroro Camping Tent

Muahaha.. Another set of keroro.. XD

Thanks for your concern, my friends^^

countdown SPM :11 days

Friends, thanks for the concern that all of you gave me. This shows that there are still people care for me. Hehe! I feel better now and I know that words can let a person feels hurt and can cheer up a person. I've learned something from here. Thanks very much my friend. I'm very happy to have friends like everyone of you.^^Bless you all~

Remember:

Live and death is in the power of the tongue..

Study in library

Today, my friends and I went state library study. Before that, we went and had our breakfast first. Hehe~ We have lots of fun and of course we also got study. Don't think that we went there for fun.

This is the library What is Willis doing there??

It's a very nice view here^^

Some of us. Try to find which is me^^

Jalan jalan cari makan came here before??o.O

Saw ducks here. Amaze!! It's hard to find ducks in Kuching

Eee..Baboon block my view >.<

I revised ICT there but revised for awhile because I have to teach Willis maths. =x Haha.. I have a great day!!

It hurts very much..

Countdown SPM: 12 days

Hmm.. Left 12 days,it's getting nearer now. Last night I was talking with my friends on phone ( We conference). My mum suddenly came into my room. I think she cried as her eyes were red in colour.

" Can you please talk to your dad?? Don't always show "black face" in front of him la! You know how we feel? What for I give birth to you..........."

I didn't answer anything. I feel so innocent when she asked me that. Furthermore, I feel hurt when she said me that way. Why am I born to this world?? A world that is so cruel, so evil. I tried to hide my feelings when I was talking with my friends.

When it's late in the night, whenever I'm alone, when I want to sleep dark in the night.. All the words pop up in my brain and I feel wanna cry. It really hurts!!!!!! You chose to born me and now you ask me what for giving birth to me. Why don't you just abortion?! Maybe it's better if I didn't born out. Everything may be fine then but what can you do as I already become a teenager?

It's not that I don't want to talk to my dad. It's that I can't find any topic to talk with. I didn't smile as I don't know is it right to smile in front of dad as he shows me his "black face" whenever I'm there. Now, come blame me and says that all are my faults. I really have enough. Can't you please leave me alone and let me do my things well. I can't do anything when I'm moody. I'm tired for all of these. What I want is peace, lovely family. Is it very hard to have one???

What is going on??

Just got one news from my dad. School teacher phoned my dad and told him that my sister cut her hand with a knife. I'm shocked when I heard this news. Haiz~ I just don't know what to do. Sitting in the car listening my dad and mum conversation, now this makes them more worry. !st, business 2nd, children. But sometimes, I really wanna ask them not to think so much. Put some time for our family but I can't. Maybe what I think is too naive. What can I do?? I can't even handle my own stuffs yet I still have to care for my sister. LIke this time, she cut her hand and for my dad it's my mum and my responbility to make our eyes on her. I want a happy family but it seems very hard to own one. Hmm.. Friends, please pray for me. Thx!! Bye for now..

My collection : Keroro Gunso My Room Figure

Another cute set of keroro. So nice~ I like them so much!!

My collection : Keroro Gunso Chibic Keronz Plus hobby and Gourmet

This is the first collection of all. I received it as a Christmas present las year. I like it very very much. I like this set the most among all. Hehe.. So now you can see that I take good care of my things. So don't worry to give me more gifts. Hahaha~

Haizz

countdown SPM : 13 Days

I didn't go to school today as I don't really feel well and I'm lazy. I hurt someone who used to be very important in my life. Keeping myself in the dilemma for so long doesn't worth it. I'm very sorry for what I've done. Besides sorry, I have to thank you for all the deeds u did for me. I'll always keep in my memories and let it be with me forever. It's really nice to have a friend like you. If I can wish upon a star, I'll wish that we never know each other. At least in that way, I don't have to hurt you, but it will only happen if only I can wish so. What I hope for now is you can walk through the sadness and be the charming guy like how you use to be. I bless you, my friend. I'll keep you in my prayers and God will show the way for all of us. Thanks for the memories and always be at my side whenever I need help. Cheers my friend, for our future....

Stress Stress Stress!!

Count down : 14 days



Spm is just around the corner. Haiz~~~ Feel so stress! But, what to do?? I can only move on and try my best in everything. This is how life works I think?? When time goes by, someday I'll think that actually SPM is nothing at all.. Hahaha.. Well, have to stop here. Nidda study hard and study smarts! Bless all of you, my friends..

My collection : Keroro MK-II Godkeron

Recently, I received a gift from my friend. Haha! It's keroro MK-II. Wow~ So nice.. Haha.. I bet that the price is expensive. Anyway, I'm glad that I have a chance to own them and be their owner. My friend, don't worry~ I'll take good care of them^^ And Thanks ya~



Combination of all

Keroro Gunso

Kululu/kururu

Giroro

Tamama

Dororo

My collections: food and little cute stuffs~

These are part of my collections. I starts to collect them from.......last year?? Haha. I think is the year before. Enjoy^^